Unwrapping my Mystic Packet

There is a sleepy and mystic land to keep memory of dreams,and an old white man to sit in the underworld room.During the time of my fantastic visit ,i tried to get some answers to my origin and knowledge to lie buried there from the primordial time.

Who are you?-i asked,as i let my thought fly.

I am an ordinary man who saves everyone's DREAMS over the centuries-said the old man

If you were an ordinary man,you would not live forever ..so tell me the truth-i was curious..

I can not tell it a random visitor....and it is more a SECRET.

What is the secret?

You must find it by yourself-old man stayed enigmatic with his answer

May i ask someone to tell me more about it?

No,it can not be..
You need to know it by yourself,because every one of them has different parents and dreams; there might be one to originate from Cerberus,another one comes from Phoenix... you will meet Centaur,Griffin, and Cyclopes....Titans,like Rhea and Cronus and many others.And everyone responds to different sounds and pictures;once you were lost in darkness,it takes great skills to see and recognize enemies in right moment,there are plenty to hate you...for you may be have more beautiful dreams...

Whether my fancy or strong desire,yet i pictured that a DRAGON was my keeper of dreams..and more... something like my parent,my first breath..........

Red Dragon

By the grace of his Majesty,our dreams live out our memories and keep walking on ancient tracks of lost worlds.On a gracious trace i saved my loving memory of early childhood when 'everything' has begun.
In the childhood begins our past, present and future...there is an eye to grab from every angle of our unreal dreams.As soon as the light makes its way through early patchworks of the morning's sky,we face majestic horizon to open before our eyes,full with mythological creatures to have lost their lands and dreams,and started hunting our obscurity to throw some light onto our lives and future,till recover our untold truths.
As a good catcher you could capture peerless drops of forecast to guide you through life toward your destiny,on condition you were brave enough to follow them.
I myself,or might be by mercy of someone else's will ,made a gateway for all the convey of two heads dogs,mystical phoenix to reborn anew from ashes,dragons with fire in their gullets and dark visitors from the hell to follow Lucifer after his fall from the heaven,to take me on their hidden paths,putting a great challenge before me,and testing my will and endurance.
There are no great successful stories without great dreams!
Now that dream is not my possession,at least not exclusive one,for i share them with all the row of mystic creatures to accompany me during my journey.By allowing them to come into my life i crossed the line between light and darkness,and hopefully expect my dream come true.I am aware that there must have been some mistake of mine,followed by punishment and obsession,after which i redeemed my sins.
I do not think how my presence is the only realm of my life.....There has always been another world and reality for me;every moment hath its past and future,unseen and smashed civilizations,some projected landscapes waiting for new dreamers.
There was no way to come back soon i left my foot on the sky blue path..i knew that a return always led to disaster and misery.There is still present an image of Lot's wife to turn into a pillar of salt for being heedless.
Worlds vanish and new ones rise.. ....
The same is about life,having lost previously one,you build and live new dream.Every possible attempt to change course of own destiny is a gamble, faced with all possible scenarios and outcomes.Freedom is a devil's work,it gives you so much,but it could take away the all from you in the blink of an eye.
Freedom takes a distant behavior,or at least empowers you to make a choice of few things you like best and the rest to leave for the others.I am sure you hold in memory some tales to rest now on a shelf in your room,with taste of dust like a hero entering into cave with lost treasure,to seize the all,unless there is no a catch...and there is always one.....sometimes it was a secret floor to open and swallow them,or a pike to punch their bowels,maybe a monster to live deep in hidden chamber,or an adder winding its way..
Now it is the legend about Holy Grail to inevitably catch mine and everyone's attention for its most attractive secret of eternal Youth.There were many who tried to steal the secret,and lots of legends emerged over the centuries.My instinct tells me that everyone made mistake...to win over the Kingdom of secret worlds,you need to stay true to yourself and let all creatures on service in lost lands to visit and reign over you,or to stand hunting of a neglected and jealous being coming right from the darkness.

I am willing to unwrap my magical  packet with hidden knowledge and share it with you...for what the purpose of Beauty is,if it is not seen by someone else's eye?In addition ,my secret is mystic folded,quite opposite to many which are bald and dreadful,and that way alluring and pleasant for making a record in one's memory.In the end,every one of them becomes visible as there is no one with wings powerful enough to run away and bury  themselves for good.
First pictures to dig their pit to the surface of my earliest days and stay trapped there,reach back to my age of four years......i am dressed in a short and plaid coat,and my father holds me in his arms;i believe it was on a special occasion.There is another one to be early memorized,about a big fire set in the center of my village during the carnival celebration to take place during the winter time.I still remember that amazing fire,flames of which,rose high into the shadow.

Being thoughtful since my childhood,when i made my first steps into conscious exploration of life around me,natural way of my development had to be the meditation.Loneliness and an isolated place were not strange and hard for me to stand;sometimes it was sitting on a branch of the tree in my village yard.The first five years of my life i spent in my birthplace,some 32 km from the town where i live now.The most impressed in early meditation was a recall,nestled in my inner being,to whisper me how my 'strange' and mystic forecast was postponed till my mature age .....Expectation is like a beauty...as hunter of dirty landscapes and misty sky players,in your fancy,while painting a canvas,you hope to paint most beautiful ones.Even the darkest scenery is in your reach to make new wonder.

Whether for reasons to spring from such distinct part of my life or not, i was late in maturing.Then,having reached the predicted time,it came like a storm followed by surges,unforeseen phenomenons,and some odd abeyance;a visitor got out of darkness and put me on temptations.I found myself questioning if i was closer to God,or i fell in disgrace of invisible,dangerous and underground forces.The obsession is not an easy experience,followed by a variety of unpredictable forces and deviations.
There is a different destiny for everyone to wait for the right time and begin unrolling them,by discovering plenty of attributes to make each of us unique.
What appears to be outstanding in the dawn of your initial steps,is the ability to recognize first signs marked in your birth card and to follow them,because your future depends on observing and interpretation of the foretoken.I was lucky to catch my vision and had courage to wait for its unrolling along with all the consequences and transformations on my way.One day as i mastered it and pulled myself out of the swirl,i could look on myself like a new born being.It is really about new birth,as Jesus Christ happened to emerge among living world again after his death.Jesus' personal story and the wreath of all events to belong to the history now,stayed a puzzle for us.....we can believe or being suspicious about many things;but who would believe in my complete confession after i shed a bit of light into my personal experience?There are some TRUTHS to stay unknown and invisible for the rest of the world.

I can't get away from an impression that a 'secret' had to be told,if not of Jesus Christ's then someone else's....there must be one greatest in any event!My human sense,having been tempted by the very beginning with one's mischievousness to look for power and dominance,casted an anchor at the presence with something wonderful,unusual and strange....i cannot stand poor and naked reality......I am eternal traveler to wander between darkness and lightness,looking for a lost path and finding a new one,again and again.The truth once given to us,was taken and left to rest in some inapproachable place;what we have now are DREAMS...in our dreams we go after lost royal buildings and high bastions to leap over into the garden of paradise,freed from every hurt and evil....
We need strangeness and miracles,unnamed sources,mystical fountains,lost manuscripts,forgotten words,dried up rivers,perished civilizations,we need to dig deep into earth looking for ancient bones of extinct animals,or to study the archetypal manuscripts to get into knowledge of our origin;we seek lost tracks and watch remote stars and constellations in effort to reach new civilizations.

Simply,our own story would be so miserable and bared without such a stunning flavor of unknown and mystic.

I celebrate unknown forces coming into my life and make some exceptional events and  transformations.I am grateful for mercy to come down on me and present me with beautiful gift.My secret lies in power to win old age and stay young forever;there is a mystery around it,and as i said i love them and regard to be necessary in my life.Every obscure detail from the past keeps some secret and important mystical revelation.It seeks a way to seduce and cheat us with sparkling background and illusion of a rainbow,that seems so easy approachable and in our reach.
Anyway, if you cheat on me,let it be a beautiful delusion.


Illustration
Red Dragon
Wikia

Dragon

A dragon is a legendary creature, typically with serpentine or reptilian traits, that feature in the myths of many cultures. There are two distinct cultural traditions of dragons: the European dragon, derived from European folk traditions and ultimately related to Greek and Middle Eastern mythologies, and the Chinese dragon, with counterparts in Japan, Korea and other East Asian countries.


Book Recommendation

Ursula Kroeber Le Guin,( born October 21, 1929) is an American author. She has written novels, poetry, children's books, essays, and short stories, notably in fantasy and science fiction. First published in the 1960s, her works explore Taoist, anarchist, ethnographic, feminist, queer theory, psychological and sociological themes.


Ursula Le Guin

Gifts of Nature

As a human being you belong to the nature with its perpetual circle of renewal,by inevitably sharing its most astonishing features,both beautiful and hazardous ones.There have always been contrasts since the very beginning of the world when it hailed two poles:female and male,named Eva and Adam;there were good and evil;there were God and Devil;there were light and darkness;heaven and land.....
The polarity forced us to learn living with each other's personality and consume outer disturbances as much bearable as we can,by not staying in the line of one's path and hidden aspiration;in some way it is about learning to love and stand each other.With every morning you welcome,there might be a wrapped desire for it to last a bit longer... how wonderful it would be to prolong its lasting!One magic night makes you wish it never stopped.There are established rules that we have got used to;having become every day's expectations of ours,they lost their seducing taste and magic....we know what to expect.


 We know what to expect!
 
And that way our minds follow trained and known path;there are no surprises,no new expectations...you know that one day you would get old...you know how your face would become drawn with lines and change its view.You have a picture of yourself being formed beforehand.It is a lasting mistake nested in your mind!

You could say that no one had taught you in childhood how things might be different ....it is truth,but think of God and his creation;he gave birth to everything and everyone,not asking for permission and not being trained by anyone!Pure source of origin and manifestation of the power!There was a moment of motivation and inner glow to/ spread across the mind and/ conceive Universe!

Learn from the Universe;learn from our common Creator and start thinking of changing your future!

For a change,think about ability to model yourself after your own view and perspective;become a desire,pour into your being every alluring thought and let it become a CHANGE!The journey begins in your mind,it is the helm to navigate through the endless landscapes of possibilities to lie ahead of you.!Imagine the volume of the space and every little star seen by you to represent a new destination,a possible road to walk along.Your MIND is as expansive as COSMOS to loom above your head;there is no limit to travel and explore..just DARE to MUSE!


 The Festival of Love

Nature Adorning the Three Graces

Among the first impressions of nature that we are attracted to,is an astonishing Beauty we meet each morning as we open our eyes and look through the window;it is magnificent blue sky with white or some blurred clouds floating in the heaven.A walk along the path gives us great pleasure to enjoy in blossoms of trees and beautiful flowers in parks;taking a little longer stroll and going into forests and mountains are more exciting and challenging experience.All the forest's verdure with trees and birds to sing and healthy air to breathe are real treasure.
As i remember my youngest days,when i walked along the forest's lanes together with my father and the rest of family,i recognize that i was deeply connected with all the beauty around me and absorbed its genuine freshness.There must be my subconscious played main role and took nature's abundance without pressure,by merging into her beauty.I believe that in those days,my body and mind were quite opened to receive all the abundance and supply themselves with purity and strength.In present time it seems we are receiving her blessings  in more an "artificial"way which makes us being deprived of recovering our bodies properly.

All the pores on our bodies are open and ready to receive outer natural ingredients and let them go through and reach every cell in the organism.The way in which body goes through it,is more efficient if it happens while being without any pressure,holding a relaxing condition,having mind freed of worries and disturbing thoughts.Just imagine a child plays careless on a field while breathing fresh air and filling his lungs in a total harmony with the surrounding. By becoming a load of useless thoughts,the mind passes on the rest of organism its negative influence and poison it.The poison is the main reason for inability to feel better and reach happiness you deserve.Your body becomes ill by poisonous streams that you allowed to pour into the body and spread through your veins.The more natural and spontaneous way it flows your body,the healthier and happier condition of your entire being.Take every free moment to relax,free yourself of hard and annoying thinking,go into open air,breathe and enjoy in beauties around you.That is forgotten habit we practiced more in our childhood,and by time left them behind us.There is inevitable reminder of practicing gymnastics and physical training....even if you are not able to practice them in right way as you used to do it,find some time to go out and at least treat yourself with a lovely walk.

 The Control of Nature

There is a truth you must accept as the rule:it is on you and your mind to dismiss all the turbulence to bother you,and open roads toward simple conveniences;every new passing to be freed is one more possibility for you to enrich your organism by allowing mind and body to receive all gifts of Nature.And as you know each hug is healthy and joyful,it gives away warmth and build a shield of protection.
A neglected plant begins to lose its beautiful color,fades and get its petals bowed.The same way,your body and skin might model themselves into decrepit and parched appearances,which makes wrinkles to line your skin and look old.Each line to penetrate your skin disfigure your face.


There is one thing to remember:it is YOU to take care of yourself;there is no magic wind outside of your being-only in YOUR own BEING!

All the magic of recovering and renewing your skin and staying young is within you;there is also a need for better understanding the role of Nature and controlling mutual influences.

 As little drops of rain washing glamorous and splendid sprouts by breathing into them new life,the same way your body gets refreshed and fed by water getting into pores of your organism.There is nothing in nature which your organism could not be touched with while sharing all the abundance with natural surrounding;It is sun to make plants produce food-it is Sun to give you precious vitamins;It is ground compost to grow greens and which after the whole process of production has ended,finds its way in your organism and some animals as well.What i wish to highlight has been purity of elements you put into your body and all the rainbow of air particles you breathe along the way.
You belong to the nature and the whole circle of elements to keep us alive all together;you depend on the boons of your surrounding and natural ambient;fruit and vegetables in their colorful richness make up for every loss in precious vitamins and minerals;once the balance of inner flows in your being get spoiled,first visible signs have been shown on the surface of your skin.In healthy condition,it is rosy hue of the skin to shine,but in unbalanced one,it shows a sallow color of your face.The first signs of weakened organism and immunity are reflected on the skin like in a mirror...

Mind and Spirit as inner Manifestation of Nature

But primary cause of your troubles lies in your inner state of mind and spirit!


I have always regarded,and believe,that main source for keeping with good health and beautiful look,springs from holding your SPIRIT and inner BEING high motivated-it is not material food to be Holy grail of your splendid appearance-it is food that you get from being in excellent psychic condition,from possessing an inner fire to emanate from inside,from staying high motivated and focused;it is from the strength of your MIND to demolish all margin appearances to torture you.

 And if you ever think of getting away from the heritage of Nature,i say you,how it always plays active role and makes the escape impossible;another key factor in your relation to outer conditions are your fellow beings around you,people you spend your time with,close friends,family,......you are influenced by their presence,and if there is some negativity coming from them.it poisons your mind in the same way as it does an air pollution to all living world.All the scope of negative energies and influences you receive by your surrounding affects you and prevents from being more successful in accomplishing every day's tasks and activities;it poisons your relations,it makes you feel bad....
You need to make choices-whom will you welcome to be your close friend to exchange the stream of energies with.Unfortunately,most people are not a healthy combination -they hold inside of themselves a range of useless and spoiled thoughts and intentions;it is an addition to the heritage which has been passed on them by the moment of their births.Every particle of human body to bear DNA,our genetic record ,in some way defines the destiny of each individual himself.

And i say:Be the Producer of own Being

DNA-your foundation for life is just a beginning;you have endless possibilities to evolve and improve them!each one of them is SECRET grail for improving yourself and embracing more astonishing views.It might be a wizard for you to become a producer of own being in the way as your inner feeling and imagination lead you..




Painting
Nature Adorning the Three Graces
1615
Rubens

NOTICE
about the Painter
source - Wikipedia

Sir Peter Paul Rubens (28 June 1577 – 30 May 1640), was a Flemish Baroque painter, and a proponent of an extravagant Baroque style that emphasised movement, colour, and sensuality. He is well-known for his Counter-Reformation altarpieces, portraits, landscapes, and history paintings of mythological and allegorical subjects.

Rubens

Where Angels Whisper

Some stories never get finished and continue to inspire us for ever.One of most alluring tales to be conceived at the very beginning of human existence,is how to prolong life and stay young forever.I can't be sure what an ancient man pondered upon while standing and peering into night's expanse,but our familiar relationship,gives me the right to assume that the attitude we have towards our ancestors might be tricking,and that there was something more unusual about their environment and appearance.
The history approves that there were many exceptional minds to move limits of human knowledge and improve humanity.They gave birth to wonderful art works,such as paintings,or architectural designs seen in Egypt's pyramids;there were a lot of authors who shared their excellent and inspiring pages with us.  Science,art,literature,industry...all the fields of a man's endeavors were the stage for building,creating,projecting,writing,music....
William Shakespeare,Goethe,Michail Bulgakov....just few of the notables to mention,came up with a masterpiece in the distant past without waiting for the future and proper time to fit their spirit and mind's contemplation.One's man creativity has always been great opportunity for expressing highest abilities regardless of the age they lived in and created,while not depending on narrow views of their surrounding. The act of a genius sparkled the swarm of stars to radiant over the centuries.It is like opening new roads for the future generations of inspired minds to walk on.
Such brilliant truths,told and written,stay like an eternal legacy and light for everyone to find themselves confronted with bigotry of average men in regard to own qualities and creations.

Angel

The first visions and predictions appearing in the childhood are veiled in their obscure and insensitive meaning; the fate lures and defies our youngest years for it is the time for you to catch a "star" foreboded and hidden in its obscurity;there is a distant path you are expected to walk on belonging to the future.Imagine a blear window which you try to see through,but there is an act of magician requested of you to take and have a clear view.
Now,it is truth that i caught my STAR;i was lucky and clever to surrender myself to first challenge in my life.It is more like a great mystery and power you are aware of,and the only you are expected is to show
patience,discipline,persistence,belief and courage to endure on your way.

 First and main station on one's journey is 'childhood'.My own experience was about vision of coming "something" when i reach my maturity ....around 30s...And i believed in such an exception...i have always thought of myself as being "exceptional" in some way.When the time predicted for me came,it was clear that the all was about keeping my Young look.Simply,i could not stand to get old,and seeing my face lined with wrinkles was unbearable for me!And still in present time i can't even think of my face to grow old!
I remember first wrinkle around my mouth,and how that affected me...i was terrified.The strength and will of my mind were strong enough to erase every track of them!

There must be gates for the fluid of my mind's energy to go through and reach every pore of my skin;also,there must be a 'passage' in my mind to be opened while meditating.It is just my  presumption,for i have no possibility to check it on my own,or by any science or medical method.Mind is like a 'blueprint',inherited by birth,but at the same time,it is your "secret grail' for evolution and the magic of exceptional achievements.The more you free your mind of all unnecessary loads,the more open gates before you to explore and navigate own thoughts through as a real MASTER!
It might be truth that MIND is Holy Grail to be searched for centuries as a source of eternal youth and immortality..It may be that your biggest battle for reaching own goals lies in mastering the mind !


Once you have freed your mind,it is just a base to be cherished and kept from you,while being vigorous and wakened all the time.To me,the vigilance represents the higher level of awareness,and probably has been experienced by greatest minds,thinkers,philosophers and mystics.In the state of complete awareness,your body gets easier and you float in space;your soul craves to reach the spheres where angels fly! That is how you become closer to these divine beings,settled in the center of a radiant and lightened space of happiness and ecstasy.That is the place where Angels whisper to you and have always smiled at you;you are welcomed and your soul has found asylum being lost once and never found by many wandering in search for peace and salvation.That is the place of one's craving and where everything and everyone have brought to light.Your own enlightenment came after being redeemed from all the sins and as personal reward.That is the way how all the Universe celebrates its presence and receives you in its resort.That is a way how you have accomplished Jesus Christ's testimony in own resurrection.You died and rose again;you joined Lord and Jesus Christ in the omniscience by reaching the essence of one's coming into the world and reality as we know it.

Cleaning process has always led to one thing gets easier;all the dirt and negativity diminish,and the more free space you get,the greater and happier your enjoyment and personal enlightens.
Freedom is like a balloon rising you over the all to shackle you;it is gained power allowing you to live a life you wish for yourself;it is embodied fantasy ...with every new victory you become stronger and more confident;that is the way for earning more beauty....

for

BEAUTY is a process to learn during your whole life!
Perhaps you have never thought about beauty that way but something to be finished on the day of your birth; 'that is second MISTAKE!
Nothing ends ever!
Coming to life,it is just a beginning for EVERYTHING in your life!
Think of your life and body as eternal circle of changes!
As eternal circle of renewing yourself!
As eternal cycle of self- improvement!
If you put your attitude in right direction,you can feed your hopes toward magnificent achievements!
Start thinking about making your look younger,erase wrinkles on your face and make your skin to glow!



Illustration:
Angel
Anonymous Author



                                                                                           

 Book Recommendations                                                                                              
                                                                             
                                                                               

   











From the Music Archive

Artist/Composer: Alessandro Moreschi
 Ave Maria (1904)