Unwrapping my Mystic Packet

There is a sleepy and mystic land to keep memory of dreams,and an old white man to sit in the underworld room.During the time of my fantastic visit ,i tried to get some answers to my origin and knowledge to lie buried there from the primordial time.

Who are you?-i asked,as i let my thought fly.

I am an ordinary man who saves everyone's DREAMS over the centuries-said the old man

If you were an ordinary man,you would not live forever ..so tell me the truth-i was curious..

I can not tell it a random visitor....and it is more a SECRET.

What is the secret?

You must find it by yourself-old man stayed enigmatic with his answer

May i ask someone to tell me more about it?

No,it can not be..
You need to know it by yourself,because every one of them has different parents and dreams; there might be one to originate from Cerberus,another one comes from Phoenix... you will meet Centaur,Griffin, and Cyclopes....Titans,like Rhea and Cronus and many others.And everyone responds to different sounds and pictures;once you were lost in darkness,it takes great skills to see and recognize enemies in right moment,there are plenty to hate you...for you may be have more beautiful dreams...

Whether my fancy or strong desire,yet i pictured that a DRAGON was my keeper of dreams..and more... something like my parent,my first breath..........

Red Dragon

By the grace of his Majesty,our dreams live out our memories and keep walking on ancient tracks of lost worlds.On a gracious trace i saved my loving memory of early childhood when 'everything' has begun.
In the childhood begins our past, present and future...there is an eye to grab from every angle of our unreal dreams.As soon as the light makes its way through early patchworks of the morning's sky,we face majestic horizon to open before our eyes,full with mythological creatures to have lost their lands and dreams,and started hunting our obscurity to throw some light onto our lives and future,till recover our untold truths.
As a good catcher you could capture peerless drops of forecast to guide you through life toward your destiny,on condition you were brave enough to follow them.
I myself,or might be by mercy of someone else's will ,made a gateway for all the convey of two heads dogs,mystical phoenix to reborn anew from ashes,dragons with fire in their gullets and dark visitors from the hell to follow Lucifer after his fall from the heaven,to take me on their hidden paths,putting a great challenge before me,and testing my will and endurance.
There are no great successful stories without great dreams!
Now that dream is not my possession,at least not exclusive one,for i share them with all the row of mystic creatures to accompany me during my journey.By allowing them to come into my life i crossed the line between light and darkness,and hopefully expect my dream come true.I am aware that there must have been some mistake of mine,followed by punishment and obsession,after which i redeemed my sins.
I do not think how my presence is the only realm of my life.....There has always been another world and reality for me;every moment hath its past and future,unseen and smashed civilizations,some projected landscapes waiting for new dreamers.
There was no way to come back soon i left my foot on the sky blue path..i knew that a return always led to disaster and misery.There is still present an image of Lot's wife to turn into a pillar of salt for being heedless.
Worlds vanish and new ones rise.. ....
The same is about life,having lost previously one,you build and live new dream.Every possible attempt to change course of own destiny is a gamble, faced with all possible scenarios and outcomes.Freedom is a devil's work,it gives you so much,but it could take away the all from you in the blink of an eye.
Freedom takes a distant behavior,or at least empowers you to make a choice of few things you like best and the rest to leave for the others.I am sure you hold in memory some tales to rest now on a shelf in your room,with taste of dust like a hero entering into cave with lost treasure,to seize the all,unless there is no a catch...and there is always one.....sometimes it was a secret floor to open and swallow them,or a pike to punch their bowels,maybe a monster to live deep in hidden chamber,or an adder winding its way..
Now it is the legend about Holy Grail to inevitably catch mine and everyone's attention for its most attractive secret of eternal Youth.There were many who tried to steal the secret,and lots of legends emerged over the centuries.My instinct tells me that everyone made mistake...to win over the Kingdom of secret worlds,you need to stay true to yourself and let all creatures on service in lost lands to visit and reign over you,or to stand hunting of a neglected and jealous being coming right from the darkness.

I am willing to unwrap my magical  packet with hidden knowledge and share it with you...for what the purpose of Beauty is,if it is not seen by someone else's eye?In addition ,my secret is mystic folded,quite opposite to many which are bald and dreadful,and that way alluring and pleasant for making a record in one's memory.In the end,every one of them becomes visible as there is no one with wings powerful enough to run away and bury  themselves for good.
First pictures to dig their pit to the surface of my earliest days and stay trapped there,reach back to my age of four years......i am dressed in a short and plaid coat,and my father holds me in his arms;i believe it was on a special occasion.There is another one to be early memorized,about a big fire set in the center of my village during the carnival celebration to take place during the winter time.I still remember that amazing fire,flames of which,rose high into the shadow.

Being thoughtful since my childhood,when i made my first steps into conscious exploration of life around me,natural way of my development had to be the meditation.Loneliness and an isolated place were not strange and hard for me to stand;sometimes it was sitting on a branch of the tree in my village yard.The first five years of my life i spent in my birthplace,some 32 km from the town where i live now.The most impressed in early meditation was a recall,nestled in my inner being,to whisper me how my 'strange' and mystic forecast was postponed till my mature age .....Expectation is like a beauty...as hunter of dirty landscapes and misty sky players,in your fancy,while painting a canvas,you hope to paint most beautiful ones.Even the darkest scenery is in your reach to make new wonder.

Whether for reasons to spring from such distinct part of my life or not, i was late in maturing.Then,having reached the predicted time,it came like a storm followed by surges,unforeseen phenomenons,and some odd abeyance;a visitor got out of darkness and put me on temptations.I found myself questioning if i was closer to God,or i fell in disgrace of invisible,dangerous and underground forces.The obsession is not an easy experience,followed by a variety of unpredictable forces and deviations.
There is a different destiny for everyone to wait for the right time and begin unrolling them,by discovering plenty of attributes to make each of us unique.
What appears to be outstanding in the dawn of your initial steps,is the ability to recognize first signs marked in your birth card and to follow them,because your future depends on observing and interpretation of the foretoken.I was lucky to catch my vision and had courage to wait for its unrolling along with all the consequences and transformations on my way.One day as i mastered it and pulled myself out of the swirl,i could look on myself like a new born being.It is really about new birth,as Jesus Christ happened to emerge among living world again after his death.Jesus' personal story and the wreath of all events to belong to the history now,stayed a puzzle for us.....we can believe or being suspicious about many things;but who would believe in my complete confession after i shed a bit of light into my personal experience?There are some TRUTHS to stay unknown and invisible for the rest of the world.

I can't get away from an impression that a 'secret' had to be told,if not of Jesus Christ's then someone else's....there must be one greatest in any event!My human sense,having been tempted by the very beginning with one's mischievousness to look for power and dominance,casted an anchor at the presence with something wonderful,unusual and strange....i cannot stand poor and naked reality......I am eternal traveler to wander between darkness and lightness,looking for a lost path and finding a new one,again and again.The truth once given to us,was taken and left to rest in some inapproachable place;what we have now are DREAMS...in our dreams we go after lost royal buildings and high bastions to leap over into the garden of paradise,freed from every hurt and evil....
We need strangeness and miracles,unnamed sources,mystical fountains,lost manuscripts,forgotten words,dried up rivers,perished civilizations,we need to dig deep into earth looking for ancient bones of extinct animals,or to study the archetypal manuscripts to get into knowledge of our origin;we seek lost tracks and watch remote stars and constellations in effort to reach new civilizations.

Simply,our own story would be so miserable and bared without such a stunning flavor of unknown and mystic.

I celebrate unknown forces coming into my life and make some exceptional events and  transformations.I am grateful for mercy to come down on me and present me with beautiful gift.My secret lies in power to win old age and stay young forever;there is a mystery around it,and as i said i love them and regard to be necessary in my life.Every obscure detail from the past keeps some secret and important mystical revelation.It seeks a way to seduce and cheat us with sparkling background and illusion of a rainbow,that seems so easy approachable and in our reach.
Anyway, if you cheat on me,let it be a beautiful delusion.


Illustration
Red Dragon
Wikia

Dragon

A dragon is a legendary creature, typically with serpentine or reptilian traits, that feature in the myths of many cultures. There are two distinct cultural traditions of dragons: the European dragon, derived from European folk traditions and ultimately related to Greek and Middle Eastern mythologies, and the Chinese dragon, with counterparts in Japan, Korea and other East Asian countries.


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Ursula Le Guin

The Mystery of God

One of the most glorious moment ever in the entire Universe,was the birth of an especial creature on Earth to open the door into cognizable worlds and trace the path back to the very source of their origin.By the will of his Majesty, a magnificent moment greeted the dawn of Humanity.
Born in loneliness,while the Lord looked upon own creation,and wished to accompany him with Cherubim,Dominions,Archangels,Angels,and the rest of angelic beings,the man became genuine and loyal follower of the creation and its most beautiful sibling-Nature.

Appolo and Aurora

A man has risen from most beautiful nature's decor:flowers,rivers,mountains,landscapes,heaven,clouds,Sun's rays.....everything gave their primary and most beautiful features in endeavor to overcome his loneliness,and make all the ambient around vivid and in favor of a man.That way,Beauty was inevitably embedded in like one of the most impressive characteristics we share with nature.All the colors mixed their most seducing hues and kept hold of the secret formula, allowing to the viewer nothing but enjoyment and pleasure of being part of dancing beauty.
White,black,red,green,blue..purple..all is on your disposal to lend their robes and shroud yourself for a magnificent appearance.
The most mysterious secret in the focus of human interest,and most wanted to be solved,has always been their origin.And science stayed in silence until these days about solving that mystery.In my mind,as i trying to reach that moment of conceiving the birth of my first ancestor,i transfer my thoughts back into the past.Suddenly,the path becomes a pure reflection of one remote and crystal glowing destination,exposed somewhere in the future and beyond reasonable cognition... some farthest place in Universe..a star,planet.......hidden resort to be unknown till now?
It is like traveling back in time to meet own future in one point,somewhere in infinity of space and time!An astonishing idea and vision,perceptible and alluring,the way to meet your double and first blood cousins.There might be a sparkling particle fell from the space to cross distances and reach Earth.
If we were to go along that imagined line,we could join past and future and get us united in one single point.....without past and future..just one single MOMENT!
Imagine Yourself in such a magnificent glimpse of time,and you could feel all the mystery of existence!All the distinction between now and forever,what was and will be,birth and death,....everything happens to vanish by moving themselves aside and giving a pass to a wonderful feeling of flying into the longest place you could ever reach in imagination.


Such a FREEDOM solves man's most attractive desire ...eternal life and Youth.
We can feel the importance of being NOW and breathing in this moment,without loading ourselves with the burden of unnecessary thoughts.The all which matters and makes life,has been merged in just one snatch!

I think about it like my new birth and the moment i am renewed;I shall think of myself like the revelation of a new star,or powerful might floating the space to give a birth to everything.

I shall think of myself like being a particle of Almighty's gorgeous embodiment.The very source of my birth is the place where my ending hours on earth would have rested...birth and death,there is no difference ...It is continual chain of all the cycles in Universe,and i know that the strength of my being and all the energy floating my body will prolong their lasting into the future.It is pure magic captured in the obscurity of my awareness and nakedness of my organism.And it is only on You to recognize them and reign all the possibilities lying before you.Learn to use gifts of Nature and pulsing cosmos,to revive yourself,and make your organism radiate,feed itself and give own energy back to outer surrounding,to mix consciousness contracted in mind with Universe's unique and transparent nature.

And the all becomes miracle...i shall give my face the shape i wish
It will glow the color i hold in my vision
My look becomes embodiment of my desire'
My own Beauty is manifest CREATION..i make BEAUTY in a way i wish and love it!
LOVE your BEAUTY !
Your unique beauty will get the meaning and radiate the way you show yourself to the outer world!The strength of your mind and thoughts modeled by its will,make your look be seen like most alluring ; you only allow beauty to be fed properly.In essence it is ENERGY with all the characteristics and vibrations spring from your being.You hold and master them on your own..

Having said Beauty,i assume it is all about your YOUNG look alike...BEAUTY is foreseen to carry all the purity of your skin,without any line to rough surface in its reflection.

Active role of the brain is driving force,and every imagined projection you make,sources in the brain;there is a passage to find and allow the flow of all energy.I myself name the mind being holy grail of eternal youth.
Once you mastered the craft of letting stream of particles travel from mind throughout the rest of organism,is a way recognized for ever.The energy pulses,similar to strokes of a clock,it pumps vivid impulses and absorbs new incentives in every glimpse of time.
What streams through your body has fueled with WILL...it is pad from which your desire begins its journey from your brain,gives a command,and being received,becomes jointed with the strength of mind's waves to bring all them back to the body.It is continual circle of feeding your mind to transit projected images into pores of your body;an exercise to practice in every bit of your lifetime.It is the heart of keeping your YOUNG look alive!

The heart never stops pumping blood to keep you alive.Mind's activity is additional source for feeding every ingredient of your being,and its main function is ability to command the cells of your organism;It takes only your will to send orders which will lead you to the keeping Young look in every time of your life.

OPEN The WINDOW

To get out of the close and recognizable circle of happenings,we shall open the window into magnificent and splendid Nature to coat ourselves with all the brightness coming from heaven's blueness,cloud's artworks brushed on the sky,sparkles of dancing air,greenish glow of drizzled grass,mottle of seducing landscapes,sparkling bats of mountain's waterfalls,foamy purity of air in the stunning hills.....we shall clear blurred scenery around,and let them become part of our sensing and absorbing reality.
We shall let the beauty of some remote times reach us in all abundance,and find us never lost in oblivion of one moment which decided our destiny would stay merged with the beautiful framed picture posted by an inscrutable might.The mystery is lasting ingredient of eternal beauty and youth.

Our CREATOR left us with a living memory of his heritage and the key to decipher its mystery leading to eternal Youth.



Painting
Appolo and Aurora
Gerard de Lairesse
1671
Metropolitan Museum of Art
New York
Apollo



FROM THE ARCHIVE

Beauty of God's Word
by Gerard Hallock


I have found this book,under the title"Beauty of God's Word" as the result of my searching for old ones since it is my passion;i am really lucky with books,think of running across most beautiful,and believe it is because of my love of reading.She is special for me even more,for it is associated with my writing on staying young /beautiful/The author found his inspiration in God's words,referring to love and devotion ,as well as all the rest of divine characteristics ,to be main source of being beautiful.They come from inside of our beings and make us so lovely.I have not opened the Bible in order to express my thoughts, but what i wrote came right from my mind and heart and completely corresponds the holy book.Through my stories you will feel the same strength and source to come from my inner being, fed by nature's beauty,and to be the essence of staying young and beautiful.Take from nature and God's creation abundance and "grow lovely" as it says Gerard Hallock.
p.s. i never look for them before i have finished my writing,to avoid any influence,and so i am very nice surprised every time i find similarities in the way i and 'unknown' author think and build our stories.

Becoming Beautiful

"But we all,with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord,are changed into the same image from glory in glory even as by the spirit of the Lord"

"A Christian is sure to grow lovely by just loving,-by just going on in love for Christ.It has been fabled from old times that the graceful swan was changed from a most ugly bird into its present beauty,merely because of its constancy to its mate"

"The soul grows wondrously lovely just by loving,by pouring out its faithful affection"

Witch and Wizard

There will always be Witches and Wizards
What is the way a man becomes witch&wizard?

I don't know whether it is a general opinion or not,but to my understanding ,a strange person is most acceptable to be regard as a witch.'Being unusual' is the one who deviates from the common rules of behavior,seen more likely as being turned to spiritual life and inner attributes to adore us as special creatures.Also it is one who is inevitably seen as unapproachable and unrecognized from people in vicinity,which leads to some kind of isolation to cause a damage for entire community and the mankind as a whole.
Every time you feel yourself being 'strange' take it like a blessing given by the grace of God and overall creation.A life beyond trivial things and ordinary views,is a privilege....it is a gift and honor,and more than anything else,a task for you to go for and resolve some puzzles or contribute to the progress of Humanity!

Many a years have gone but an 'image' of a witch still cycle around ... being burned on the stake is probably out of  your possible experience and destiny,and i encourage you to show as much of the attributes of
a witch ,as you can.I call on You to never grow old,to keep your primal illusions and alluring pictures from the fairy tales,settled only in memory now,to live for love and with love,to cherish little things that once you went to bed with;may it be a doll you kept in hands,or some other little loves which had their place in a wooden case locked in the loft among forgotten clothes and the rest of an ancestor's heritage....

As a true "WITCH" i empower you to keep all your dreams unlocked!
I empower you to take all your old DREAMS with You,wherever you go!
I empower You to never stop dreaming new ones!
I empower you to baptize the most loved places as soon as new dream hunts you!


Every time you feel uncertain about your dreams,think of them like being lent from your ancestor walking their own lands,who were unable to solve tasks and live up to the trust given them.....
......because ..
Dreams are heritage to pass on from one generation to another,travel through centuries and renew themselves over and over again...Dream has never been a single possession,it came to you like a pledge and promise that one day someone's dream must come true!
There was a time when someone dreamed a beautiful dream,wanted so hard to accomplish it and failed!Imagine now how it missed to see the light of the day by the present time,and one's wish left behind to squirm.in its longing of becoming real one day..it waits for You to make a lost dream come true...
Even if you and i miss our dreams,there will be a time for someone to make them come true...that is why there is no reason for sorrow;what an ancestor in our line missed to do,will see the light of the day through someone else's life.We only pass on our common visions and desires and according to a reward or punishment become a winner or a loser,and with first scenery get their best parts!
Whether my dreams i missed to make into reality is a reward or punishment, i am not sure..of every one i realize, i shall think with gratitude to my ancestor and predecessor and for every one to be missed i would think as a sacrifice for a greater goal.


Let your visions carry you on the wings of fantasy,and you might reach a point where archetype of birds and pristine creatures nestled first embryo of your night's vigil and daily agony.In ancient times a Dragon held secret of the light,and by cruelty of first humans, it was lost for ever....
Presently,the only way we can recover it, is to keep the track of our dreams with hope to get to the secret,and once recognized,bring them back to us!

Catcher of Dreams

There are hunters of dreams to simply go into one's dream and catch.....it is inevitably to run across a pale one,because there are plenty of thoughts,but no excuse to throw out all the fair ones..

Whatever dreamer to have gotten a hold of your 'secret' it is only up to you to go for your night's visitors in a try to recognize them and earn their trust.Think of it as being not enough to get a reward for lifetime,and for your comfort such a travel might be exciting adventure.Catcher of Dreams!

I myself have my own 'keeper',one to hold me in a prison all the time.....it is Devil...You must find your own warder...We both need to steal the key of a magic door,get into hidden halls &caves and find the LIGHT !

I think of a wizard to ask for help,but to the present time i have not found any one..

My feelings and instinct tell me that there are many unwanted beings to hunt my dreams and disturb me in reaching my goal...evil and jealous,they hinder me from making brilliance of my life story,and i get rid of the damn to be made on me in some old time!I know it!


One day you would be miracle
or
WITCH and WIZARD

If it is not in your power to live someone else's life,i can give you some miraculous words to make your world happier...if everyone does a little more or the same ,we shall bring our dreams come true!

I am aware i can't change the world,but imagine, i used to think i could make people become better!Led by a demon strength i was walking on the streets of my town which were so empty in the time.With swelled stomach and risen head i resembled a WITCH,framed into a description of French writer Jules Michelet.
/La Sorciere/

"If the lady of the castle is a baroness, our woman is a queen; and
more than a queen,--we dare not say what." Her beauty is a dreadful, a
fantastic beauty, killing in its pride and pain. The Demon himself is
in her eyes."

"Meanwhile wherever the woman appears, she becomes the one great object
of love"

"What a contrast! Here is the wife of the desert and of despair, bred
up in hate and vengeance, and lo! all these innocent things agree to
smile upon her!"

Years flew by,and what once was a mare pavement now became vivid and fulfilled street with the swarm of people walking in both directions.What used to be just a dream,as time went by,turned into reality!Oh,what a blissful moment in making things come true!To succeed just with one little thing makes a move forward to a brighter future!What seemed to be so hopeless and with no importance in a moment of the past,one day would become new mirror of your surrounding!
How many of the greatest minds in the world have tortured themselves with their own battles to get over the gates in their minds and bring some changes in favor of the Humanity!
A head plunged into the notes, a pen in the hand,effort to catch every thought to cross their mind,to understand and apply on their proficiency,while having few or no one around  to give support!A walk along the paths,wandering the forests and mountains,escaping into solitude to calm own thinking and forget ones to call on your madness or look at you like a monster!
In any way for the individuals,determined to bring into life wonderful ideas,there was no restrain,just looking ahead into desired goal.

Should be everyone's choice to never stop believing in themselves for:...HE KNEW

one day someone's madness would become the most beautiful canvas!

one day someone's persistent research would become the greatest medicine!

one day,someone's written words would become the most read novel or poem in the world!

one day,someone's life would be the theme to speak about!

one day,someone's imagination would bring new possibilities for the whole humanity!

one day,someone's wounds would become the mark of a Saint's hardship!

one day someone's pain would become the holiest sign in the sky !

one day,someone's life would be celebrated and memorized along with the day of birth and death!

one day,someone's victories would become the curriculum in all the schools and the subject of every pupil's aspirations!

one day,a woman's life would be inspiration for a girl to become famous and beautiful!

one day,it might be your glory and reward for all your sleepless nights, insults and injustice!

one day,it might be YOU!

Live for your dream,happiness,love and victory,even if one day you be called a Witch* Wizard!

Whatever part in the world you belong to,i live off your suffer,fears and hopes,i know that there is no perfect place for living,have no answers to all the questions,but i offer my friendly hand,my written words and my beautiful thoughts as gift for you to make the all be more bearable and looks magical!



NOTICE
Painting
St.George and the Dragon
by Paolo Uccello 1456



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Looking in my Mirror

Great victory is knowledge that You have a reason to keep living despite things in your life don't look so nice;this is my appeal to everyone to feel lonely,or think that God was not fair to them,having been left without a lovely person in their lives,or living a life on the edge .,...or may be it is love to betray you.....whatever reason to be,there is endless space of beauty and wonders to make magic for you and enrich your thoughts...
Let's fly....
Flowers,birds,ocean,river,mountains,paintings,novels,music...stars in mystic night's depths....
So my friend,Your greatest endeavor is to feel JOY of life regardless of the all which might seem like injustice and calamity...believe me,it is the only way to truly know that You was worth of your birth and trust given to you..

Share your dreams and magic around....

Making my life being worth of living is being inspired.... INSPIRATION is a golden wing to carry you every new morning and get you think in the midnight of a new day with joy and new expectations.Inspiration is not a temporary condition,it is a style of your life,sometimes a forecast recognized in earliest days,a path that you walk on,like a traveler on an invisible line in the sky.Inspiration is found in yourself,it doesn't depend on someone else's will or outer circumstances;she is so strong and powerful that makes many to survive in impossible conditions...i don't ask from you such difficult situations to approve her meaning..just let it be a simple inspiration like a desire to see new flower to bloom on your terrace or color of the sky when you wake up...there will be one day to realize how the sum of all inspirations is a way you live your life by making yourself happy and sharing such magical vibrations to others...it is the essence of happiness and fulfillment of life...

The Penitent Magdalene

I look into my MIRROR

 From ancient times people compare themselves with each other;it is like a mirror that you look in,by wondering yourself:where do i stand among them?A track to walk on and explore own possibilities;as life itself appears to be an addle hank,it is the same puzzle with each picture in a mirror to have  own reflection;it doesn't steal or lend,it is proud and beautiful the way it is....i am not trying to steal anything from You,nor beauty,nor happiness,nor life...i am walking my path and look into my MIRROR....



Beauty is never enough,and is usually first recognized on the outside,shape of body and all the features to adorn a natural appearance..
Beauty is not a stranger,it is the nature itself in all its abundance and glory;as you walk around,you constantly share her most beautiful characteristics;in a glimpse you can meet the sources of your beauty somewhere deep in the ocean,or buried in the mountain's steeps,maybe by a river in its bath among the shells to keep eagerly secret of their tiny pearls;or stare your eyes into the stars scattered on a wide dark shroud covering the sky while spreading brilliant radiance to reach us wherever we are on the globe.......Isn't it a proof of how intelligent God's creation was?It took care for us to enjoy in all the grandeur by throwing a wide veil to wrap the surface,and letting it boasting and luring us to its absorbing hug.
I remember my youngest days when stars got all my attention;best memories come from my village where absence of lights makes much better conditions for views of sky's swing and catching sparkling dots.

BEAUTY was made on purpose

BEAUTY asks for Respect and Gratitude

The same as


God has deliberately removed light of the day to create beauty of the night's sky!Muse over it being aware how your own beauty has been 'doomed' to glow,and because of that goal some other things had to be removed into another place or to vanish.Beauty is sacrifice,it takes a particle of whole Universe ,and there might be another entity to be mangled and sacrificed for You!Hence it takes gratitude and respect,and a pinch of condolence and sympathy of others.
'Be proud but not arrogant while thinking of someone's gift or punishment to be made on purpose'.

Inner beauty,Charm and Intellect

First musing and recognition of what beauty means,came in childhood with first mirrors we hold in hands while investigating the signs on the face to be praised and loved.First and main impressions of my own beauty,i got from outer acknowledgment as i felt myself being beautiful through my interaction with schoolmates and in my surrounding,by noticing first signs that i am attractive and a beauty;so i met true meaning and glory of beauty in my youngest years:
That is inner beauty and charm ,together with intellect to define one's beauty!

Beauty as a Painter's Canvas

Inner Beauty is foundation and inexhaustible well to feed you all life.And it is where God made big difference between nature and a Man!It is only a man's right and privilege to build up on own disposal',it is like open canvas to paint it with plenty colors,make new combinations and rebuild new pictures!It is always new meaning you give own beauty;and the more Your sincere efforts are the greater Your inner Beauty!
As i write these lines ,my look wanders across the clouds floating above my apartment,and i watch one of them in two ways:first like a thing which gets to my notice,without any thinking over it;second,it is when i study it more mindful by trying to decipher which shape or figure is hidden inside of them,when my judgment goes from how there might be a ship,a dog to a bear...amazing!You played that game when you was a child,and i did!
What is crucial here,is our ability to make more with everything to spread before our eyes,more than simple appearances made by God's design; we are able to involve our inner Strength,Will,Imagination,Inspiration to create and change natural order in the world..We can travel along with them to shine around and pass on others our greatest and beautiful impressions!Eternal travelers to shape the world as we please...
Yes,man is really lucky creature!
With his intelligence he can make miracles!

Blueness of the sky or the whir of a river,seducing scent of a flower and the height of a mountain to meet condors and greet ruddy dawn,might be in the possession of all the nature to show off themselves in full bloom of beauty,but it is only a man with ability to turn the vision into desired object,and make it radiate through own fluid of energy and inspiration,by giving birth to higher form of existence and appearance.
You are the only creature capable to give a new life and form to every thing around and on your way;as you stroll along a path,just bow to pick up a stone and make it into a new shape,known only to your eye ;listen to chirp of a bird and you will hear a melody Your heart wishes;look into the cloud and make it become Your boat or beautiful swan to admire,adopt all possible shapes you see and feel....


And if you next time for a moment feel jealous about a good looking girl or guy,think for a moment that all the strength and power lie inside of You,look more carefully over own features and get to the point when You admit to yourself how your personal beauty is so special and unique that you would never trade it with someone else!

That moment you congratulate yourself,for you just reigned all rivers,landscapes,mountains,birds,flowers ,all your alleged concurrents and became a King &Queen over the whole!
It is certain that all Your accomplishment becomes a live legacy for eternity,and one day somewhere ,Your unique particles will touch such an amazing eternity in some place and point of time!
Live with this knowledge as a  moment when You lived through your dreams like climbing Himalayas and flying together with Condors!
Live with the moment as the one You got to the star and sew seeds of own being to flourish along with unknown and mystical reaches!Share Your way and view with stars and new hidden creatures!




Painting

The Penitent Magdalene
by Georges de La Tour
 1625-1650, Wrightsman Collection

about the Painter
Georges de La Tour


Book recommendations

Gifts of Nature

As a human being you belong to the nature with its perpetual circle of renewal,by inevitably sharing its most astonishing features,both beautiful and hazardous ones.There have always been contrasts since the very beginning of the world when it hailed two poles:female and male,named Eva and Adam;there were good and evil;there were God and Devil;there were light and darkness;heaven and land.....
The polarity forced us to learn living with each other's personality and consume outer disturbances as much bearable as we can,by not staying in the line of one's path and hidden aspiration;in some way it is about learning to love and stand each other.With every morning you welcome,there might be a wrapped desire for it to last a bit longer... how wonderful it would be to prolong its lasting!One magic night makes you wish it never stopped.There are established rules that we have got used to;having become every day's expectations of ours,they lost their seducing taste and magic....we know what to expect.


 We know what to expect!
 
And that way our minds follow trained and known path;there are no surprises,no new expectations...you know that one day you would get old...you know how your face would become drawn with lines and change its view.You have a picture of yourself being formed beforehand.It is a lasting mistake nested in your mind!

You could say that no one had taught you in childhood how things might be different ....it is truth,but think of God and his creation;he gave birth to everything and everyone,not asking for permission and not being trained by anyone!Pure source of origin and manifestation of the power!There was a moment of motivation and inner glow to/ spread across the mind and/ conceive Universe!

Learn from the Universe;learn from our common Creator and start thinking of changing your future!

For a change,think about ability to model yourself after your own view and perspective;become a desire,pour into your being every alluring thought and let it become a CHANGE!The journey begins in your mind,it is the helm to navigate through the endless landscapes of possibilities to lie ahead of you.!Imagine the volume of the space and every little star seen by you to represent a new destination,a possible road to walk along.Your MIND is as expansive as COSMOS to loom above your head;there is no limit to travel and explore..just DARE to MUSE!


 The Festival of Love

Nature Adorning the Three Graces

Among the first impressions of nature that we are attracted to,is an astonishing Beauty we meet each morning as we open our eyes and look through the window;it is magnificent blue sky with white or some blurred clouds floating in the heaven.A walk along the path gives us great pleasure to enjoy in blossoms of trees and beautiful flowers in parks;taking a little longer stroll and going into forests and mountains are more exciting and challenging experience.All the forest's verdure with trees and birds to sing and healthy air to breathe are real treasure.
As i remember my youngest days,when i walked along the forest's lanes together with my father and the rest of family,i recognize that i was deeply connected with all the beauty around me and absorbed its genuine freshness.There must be my subconscious played main role and took nature's abundance without pressure,by merging into her beauty.I believe that in those days,my body and mind were quite opened to receive all the abundance and supply themselves with purity and strength.In present time it seems we are receiving her blessings  in more an "artificial"way which makes us being deprived of recovering our bodies properly.

All the pores on our bodies are open and ready to receive outer natural ingredients and let them go through and reach every cell in the organism.The way in which body goes through it,is more efficient if it happens while being without any pressure,holding a relaxing condition,having mind freed of worries and disturbing thoughts.Just imagine a child plays careless on a field while breathing fresh air and filling his lungs in a total harmony with the surrounding. By becoming a load of useless thoughts,the mind passes on the rest of organism its negative influence and poison it.The poison is the main reason for inability to feel better and reach happiness you deserve.Your body becomes ill by poisonous streams that you allowed to pour into the body and spread through your veins.The more natural and spontaneous way it flows your body,the healthier and happier condition of your entire being.Take every free moment to relax,free yourself of hard and annoying thinking,go into open air,breathe and enjoy in beauties around you.That is forgotten habit we practiced more in our childhood,and by time left them behind us.There is inevitable reminder of practicing gymnastics and physical training....even if you are not able to practice them in right way as you used to do it,find some time to go out and at least treat yourself with a lovely walk.

 The Control of Nature

There is a truth you must accept as the rule:it is on you and your mind to dismiss all the turbulence to bother you,and open roads toward simple conveniences;every new passing to be freed is one more possibility for you to enrich your organism by allowing mind and body to receive all gifts of Nature.And as you know each hug is healthy and joyful,it gives away warmth and build a shield of protection.
A neglected plant begins to lose its beautiful color,fades and get its petals bowed.The same way,your body and skin might model themselves into decrepit and parched appearances,which makes wrinkles to line your skin and look old.Each line to penetrate your skin disfigure your face.


There is one thing to remember:it is YOU to take care of yourself;there is no magic wind outside of your being-only in YOUR own BEING!

All the magic of recovering and renewing your skin and staying young is within you;there is also a need for better understanding the role of Nature and controlling mutual influences.

 As little drops of rain washing glamorous and splendid sprouts by breathing into them new life,the same way your body gets refreshed and fed by water getting into pores of your organism.There is nothing in nature which your organism could not be touched with while sharing all the abundance with natural surrounding;It is sun to make plants produce food-it is Sun to give you precious vitamins;It is ground compost to grow greens and which after the whole process of production has ended,finds its way in your organism and some animals as well.What i wish to highlight has been purity of elements you put into your body and all the rainbow of air particles you breathe along the way.
You belong to the nature and the whole circle of elements to keep us alive all together;you depend on the boons of your surrounding and natural ambient;fruit and vegetables in their colorful richness make up for every loss in precious vitamins and minerals;once the balance of inner flows in your being get spoiled,first visible signs have been shown on the surface of your skin.In healthy condition,it is rosy hue of the skin to shine,but in unbalanced one,it shows a sallow color of your face.The first signs of weakened organism and immunity are reflected on the skin like in a mirror...

Mind and Spirit as inner Manifestation of Nature

But primary cause of your troubles lies in your inner state of mind and spirit!


I have always regarded,and believe,that main source for keeping with good health and beautiful look,springs from holding your SPIRIT and inner BEING high motivated-it is not material food to be Holy grail of your splendid appearance-it is food that you get from being in excellent psychic condition,from possessing an inner fire to emanate from inside,from staying high motivated and focused;it is from the strength of your MIND to demolish all margin appearances to torture you.

 And if you ever think of getting away from the heritage of Nature,i say you,how it always plays active role and makes the escape impossible;another key factor in your relation to outer conditions are your fellow beings around you,people you spend your time with,close friends,family,......you are influenced by their presence,and if there is some negativity coming from them.it poisons your mind in the same way as it does an air pollution to all living world.All the scope of negative energies and influences you receive by your surrounding affects you and prevents from being more successful in accomplishing every day's tasks and activities;it poisons your relations,it makes you feel bad....
You need to make choices-whom will you welcome to be your close friend to exchange the stream of energies with.Unfortunately,most people are not a healthy combination -they hold inside of themselves a range of useless and spoiled thoughts and intentions;it is an addition to the heritage which has been passed on them by the moment of their births.Every particle of human body to bear DNA,our genetic record ,in some way defines the destiny of each individual himself.

And i say:Be the Producer of own Being

DNA-your foundation for life is just a beginning;you have endless possibilities to evolve and improve them!each one of them is SECRET grail for improving yourself and embracing more astonishing views.It might be a wizard for you to become a producer of own being in the way as your inner feeling and imagination lead you..




Painting
Nature Adorning the Three Graces
1615
Rubens

NOTICE
about the Painter
source - Wikipedia

Sir Peter Paul Rubens (28 June 1577 – 30 May 1640), was a Flemish Baroque painter, and a proponent of an extravagant Baroque style that emphasised movement, colour, and sensuality. He is well-known for his Counter-Reformation altarpieces, portraits, landscapes, and history paintings of mythological and allegorical subjects.

Rubens

Eulogy for Nature and Beauty

As i walked this morning,just a short stroll in the vicinity,i held a smile all the time,no special reason,even weather was not pleasant,misty and rainy; now i see that someone or something knew sooner than me.... it was more beauty in coming;clouds have parted and Sun's shining!

Believe in your instinct,hidden knowledge and let one's hand lead you and say things you still don't know.....such thoughts crossed my mind!

This short vignette sounds like a prelude and come about to be an introduction into my journey today;there are always missing things waiting for us to accomplish them,and one day,it will be right time for you to meet something forgotten or neglected,perhaps hidden,and fulfill it..

Life itself is very promising at the beginning,and a recovered picture of early childhood to spread out before our eyes,leads to a magic world,experienced only while living our youngest days.The reality adopted a snapped look of our imagination and intimate sensitivities;it was telling a loose story without leashes and projections forced by someone else in our living circumstances and environment.Our feelings were not doomed to wait for approval or right hour to live them through...we were bewitched with own creativity and fantasy.There was no future nor past,but only present and ephemeral happiness.
Thinking of that time,i am trying to bridge a gap between the lives we used to have and lost over the years,and connect such a careless life with us,in a way we are now.What does one mature need in order to bring oneself back into rightful mood and be able to feel the world as fulfillment and magic being in harmony with its purpose?

One simple question,which opens many roads to go for and look for right answers.
Ask yourself:are you happy with your look?
Are you content with your life?
Are you living your life the way you wish?
Are you spending your time the way you like the most?

Offering to Flora

Nature is our common friend to give great example of how powerful a change is;look around yourself,and you will face with momentary transformation;one tree being naked until yesterday,has suddenly robed itself with lustrous green leaves and odorous blooms.Instead of houses and paths covered by snow,it is now glittering roofs and joyful sparkling trails to walk along them;in just a few hours what was glossy and silvery ice on the surface of a river,appeared now to be a translucent flow....
By getting accustomed to these hilarious scenes,you must feel a call for you to join that jubilant circle of changes!

While the Sun and water benevolently feed their soul-mates and keep the breed's existence in endless round of birth and deaths,it appears that your body and mind are true challenge for jealous nature to help you fulfill your dreams and hopes:it asks from you to give a hug to the all and live in harmony with swarm of yells and whispers traveling through your mind with passion and lust while changing you into something more than a mere being to come into this world.

Just DARE and DEFY everything which might stop you from embodying higher and more absorbing dreams.

Once i was brave enough to make up my mind and took a step on the road,shown in my vision and followed by silent voice,caught only by myself,i did one of the greatest thing in my life.What it brought to me,is wonderful pleasure of enjoying in fruits of one of the biggest mysteries and secret aspirations over the centuries-staying young.I defied all the signs of dangers and fears inside and around me.I made a confession to devote myself to the magic vote,which came in early childhood as a blear message,more like something to have come from the shrouded places,and where my brave instinct brought me without any perceptible supporters.

Now i know that something or someone knew sooner than me,what path i need to walk on,what dream to choose,what mystery to solve,what obstacle to remove,what time a cup of victory to drink.......what nectar God designated to me!

How to Stay Young Forever

Eternal Youth
It may be the greatest endeavor a human being is able to achieve in life!
Being granted with one of the most beautiful presents coming from most
powerful and magnificent well which puzzles the whole human history,is real
blessing!I feel like God's hand touched me and rose to experience the
highest form of existence.

The silentest voices bring the greatest changes!It is about understanding of nature....when it seems to be the stillest,then you need to be most vigilant..it has just been preparing for something big to happen,as all the hoarded negative energy seeks its way to go out,,,and blow out in the front of you view!

 It is most important lesson in your life...to learn and listen to! 

By living that way,you feel the power of being whatever or whoever you want!The might of transformation and evolving into something greater and more perfect is always an option for you if you let your body and spirit breathe in the HARMONY with all the nature.Let yourself be her master and servant!

Let yourself feel her strength and power of transformation and feed your organism with healthy thoughts!Be aware of every moment allowing you to bring many desired changes into your being and make rugged skin become flat and glossy!Recover neglected and lost energy to lie hidden in some isolated places inside of you,by allowing to circulate all the time!

The introduction i gave at the beginning of this story,was not by accident; the child you keep in your memory, plays main role in reminding you of how important it is,to let unaware and silent things come into your mind;it reminds you of the beauty you find in your surrounding with simple things bringing joy,while giving in other people's ordinary and magic achievements.On your road to accomplish some of the most beautiful features a man bears and shares with others,be admonished to believe in Fairy Tales being left somewhere behind you; it was the time when they seemed so vivid and alluring...that child is still here to remind you of all the miracles being present in your life once but somehow vanished during your daily duties in this confusing society we face and find it hard to get away from!


There is a thread of instincts and hunts coming from the Nature and beg you for devotion......may you live life you have dreamed of,and go to meet your destiny...it is never late for a change,as long as you walk along with nature and listen to her beats...at least by the time we get to know some other side of the existence ...my  instinct and sense tell me to be out there....!

BEAUTY 

Every sense of your being is open to vivify outer sounds,visions and waves to bear particles of energy ...be equally aware and listen to invisible..the more beauty you allow to reign your awareness,the more beautiful person both  on the inside and outside you become!Beauty is like a fountain to drink from and renew yourself to shine in full glory!

If there is a day when you don't feel like being in good condition and susceptible for change,miss it ....let it go..there is another mystical and promising day to come...!

Be open ....as human being you need publicity,stage from where you expose your most distinct features seeking auditory...BEAUTY needs a mirror to look itself and be recognized.The whole ambient in which you put your foots might be a big MIRROR.;the all being reflected by you and received by outer world,gets jointed in your being.What embodied  epistle you send with the state of entire organism,and visual appearance you show,depends on you and the way you exchange energy contained in your thoughts,aspirations and willingness;get yourself in the condition to receive the all coming to you and radiate the inner beauty you have on your disposition.And let one point in your mind be center,and manage all creative flow originating from you.

In LITERATURE

shrouded

All the members of that family, especially the feminine half, were pictured  
by him, as it were, wrapped about with a mysterious poetical veil, and he
not only perceived no defects whatever in them, but under the poetical veil
that shrouded them he assumed the existence of the loftiest sentiments and
every possible perfection.
"Anna Karenina" by Leo Tolstoy



epistle

It was a very sentimental and rather ill-spelled epistle in which the inflammable Cyrus reproached her in heart-rending words for her coldness, and begged her to answer his letter, saying that if she did he would keep the secret "in violets. 

The Golden Road by Montgomery, Lucy Maud

 nectar 

As Spring, Mother of many-coloured birth, doth rear The young light-hearted world, so Autumn drains The nectar of the world's maturity.
A Lute of Jade by Cranmer-Byng, L. 

Nectar/Etymology

Nectar is derived from Latin nectar, the favored drink of the gods, which in turn is the Latinized version of Greek νέκταρ, néktar, presumed to be a compound of the PIE roots *nek-, "death", and -*tar, "overcoming", i.e. has a similar etymology to ambrosia, the immortality-conferring food of the gods. The earliest recorded use of its current meaning, "sweet liquid in flowers," is 1609 C.E.

 from Wikipedia


Painting
Offering to Flora
by Juan van der Hamen
1627





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Where Angels Whisper

Some stories never get finished and continue to inspire us for ever.One of most alluring tales to be conceived at the very beginning of human existence,is how to prolong life and stay young forever.I can't be sure what an ancient man pondered upon while standing and peering into night's expanse,but our familiar relationship,gives me the right to assume that the attitude we have towards our ancestors might be tricking,and that there was something more unusual about their environment and appearance.
The history approves that there were many exceptional minds to move limits of human knowledge and improve humanity.They gave birth to wonderful art works,such as paintings,or architectural designs seen in Egypt's pyramids;there were a lot of authors who shared their excellent and inspiring pages with us.  Science,art,literature,industry...all the fields of a man's endeavors were the stage for building,creating,projecting,writing,music....
William Shakespeare,Goethe,Michail Bulgakov....just few of the notables to mention,came up with a masterpiece in the distant past without waiting for the future and proper time to fit their spirit and mind's contemplation.One's man creativity has always been great opportunity for expressing highest abilities regardless of the age they lived in and created,while not depending on narrow views of their surrounding. The act of a genius sparkled the swarm of stars to radiant over the centuries.It is like opening new roads for the future generations of inspired minds to walk on.
Such brilliant truths,told and written,stay like an eternal legacy and light for everyone to find themselves confronted with bigotry of average men in regard to own qualities and creations.

Angel

The first visions and predictions appearing in the childhood are veiled in their obscure and insensitive meaning; the fate lures and defies our youngest years for it is the time for you to catch a "star" foreboded and hidden in its obscurity;there is a distant path you are expected to walk on belonging to the future.Imagine a blear window which you try to see through,but there is an act of magician requested of you to take and have a clear view.
Now,it is truth that i caught my STAR;i was lucky and clever to surrender myself to first challenge in my life.It is more like a great mystery and power you are aware of,and the only you are expected is to show
patience,discipline,persistence,belief and courage to endure on your way.

 First and main station on one's journey is 'childhood'.My own experience was about vision of coming "something" when i reach my maturity ....around 30s...And i believed in such an exception...i have always thought of myself as being "exceptional" in some way.When the time predicted for me came,it was clear that the all was about keeping my Young look.Simply,i could not stand to get old,and seeing my face lined with wrinkles was unbearable for me!And still in present time i can't even think of my face to grow old!
I remember first wrinkle around my mouth,and how that affected me...i was terrified.The strength and will of my mind were strong enough to erase every track of them!

There must be gates for the fluid of my mind's energy to go through and reach every pore of my skin;also,there must be a 'passage' in my mind to be opened while meditating.It is just my  presumption,for i have no possibility to check it on my own,or by any science or medical method.Mind is like a 'blueprint',inherited by birth,but at the same time,it is your "secret grail' for evolution and the magic of exceptional achievements.The more you free your mind of all unnecessary loads,the more open gates before you to explore and navigate own thoughts through as a real MASTER!
It might be truth that MIND is Holy Grail to be searched for centuries as a source of eternal youth and immortality..It may be that your biggest battle for reaching own goals lies in mastering the mind !


Once you have freed your mind,it is just a base to be cherished and kept from you,while being vigorous and wakened all the time.To me,the vigilance represents the higher level of awareness,and probably has been experienced by greatest minds,thinkers,philosophers and mystics.In the state of complete awareness,your body gets easier and you float in space;your soul craves to reach the spheres where angels fly! That is how you become closer to these divine beings,settled in the center of a radiant and lightened space of happiness and ecstasy.That is the place where Angels whisper to you and have always smiled at you;you are welcomed and your soul has found asylum being lost once and never found by many wandering in search for peace and salvation.That is the place of one's craving and where everything and everyone have brought to light.Your own enlightenment came after being redeemed from all the sins and as personal reward.That is the way how all the Universe celebrates its presence and receives you in its resort.That is a way how you have accomplished Jesus Christ's testimony in own resurrection.You died and rose again;you joined Lord and Jesus Christ in the omniscience by reaching the essence of one's coming into the world and reality as we know it.

Cleaning process has always led to one thing gets easier;all the dirt and negativity diminish,and the more free space you get,the greater and happier your enjoyment and personal enlightens.
Freedom is like a balloon rising you over the all to shackle you;it is gained power allowing you to live a life you wish for yourself;it is embodied fantasy ...with every new victory you become stronger and more confident;that is the way for earning more beauty....

for

BEAUTY is a process to learn during your whole life!
Perhaps you have never thought about beauty that way but something to be finished on the day of your birth; 'that is second MISTAKE!
Nothing ends ever!
Coming to life,it is just a beginning for EVERYTHING in your life!
Think of your life and body as eternal circle of changes!
As eternal circle of renewing yourself!
As eternal cycle of self- improvement!
If you put your attitude in right direction,you can feed your hopes toward magnificent achievements!
Start thinking about making your look younger,erase wrinkles on your face and make your skin to glow!



Illustration:
Angel
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Artist/Composer: Alessandro Moreschi
 Ave Maria (1904)