Not All Nights Are a Prize

"You were already more beautiful than anything I dared to dream. 

In our years apart, my imaginings did their best to improve on you perfection.

At night, your face was forever behind my eyes.

And now I see that that vision who kept me company in my loneliness

was a hag compared to the beauty now before me.” –Westley

continued..

I boarded the Moon's golden trail,accompanied by my mysterious friend,and we flew .It was a misty night, when stars look for a hostel to take refreshment and save luminosity.Should i say how flight was amazing and beautiful!I boasted about my courage and willingness to take a chance and plunge into deepness of dark harmony and sweet hints of danger to lure with ravenous and eager eyes.I took some sparkling dust to awake restless spirits and make an unforgettable venture.Through the velvet of dreams i could feel vigilant souls,to have occupied the unworldliness.

Are you ready to break limit between visible and invisible realms and put your belief and faith to test,or face the horrific scenes and characters coming right from the hell.All the distinct species and insane creatures have found their asylum in the underworld,or somewhere halfway.At the beginning of our voyage,i grabbed the chance to steal a downy robe from the cloud,and make my appearance more pleasant for luring eyes behind the cover.By riding among the stars,we have seen valleys to appear and vanish in front of us,like a dancing curtain to rise and lower over and over again;the point when you realize that we are all captured in dreams.. .sometimes we escape with a secret,previously stolen by someone,to fulfill our desires.I have stolen her dream ..she was left alone,caught in oblivion of time,getting along in years, by having eyes constantly wide opened,in amazement and expectation.
I and my wizard knew each other very well,so he was not surprised by fantastic plot of my story.


-I could stand anything,but being an ordinary being.Wrapped with darkness among wandering stars,i picked up their mystery and brilliance.The glowing of stars shaped me..as.a child of night.It was the Harvest  Moon,when i gathered plenty of mysterious and colored particles to keep me strange and sparkling.In the moment of birth,i believe,you might dwell in higher sphere,refined and spiritual,predicted for nobility... then you descend,because something stronger draws you toward earthly world.

Virgin Mary

It was blackness and my soul looked for a shine.

-You can't find beauty among the souls to have lost earlier visions and inspirations,for only with greatest endurance and devotions,the curtain between reality and dreams is moved.When you open your brain's waves to the space and tune your spiritual energy with the cosmic vibrations,then you reach a point in your meditation which absorbs all influential waves to stroll restlessly in the space.
All of a sudden, i knew i was looking for a wrong place....the secret i crave for,lies inside free and cheerful expanses,where universe's inhabitants tell their stories.One of most beautiful secrets,most dreamed and longed for,being adopted by myself,is secret of staying young and beautiful forever. Having been true to myself,with great deal of love and passion,i was able to command and master such a power.It is strong will to win earthly heritage,reach heavenly nectar,and occupy noble corpuscles of a velvet night.....for not all nights are a prize.....

One should never be afraid of darkness...most precious things stay buried deep and unrevealed for centuries ... every embodied beauty,being special and different,suffers in ordinary life.
-I feel it in my bones that here lies one of the keys for resolving my mystery...i simply didn't make it and escaped,having received something greatest dwelling among Goddesses.

-You brought too much light with you..- a warning voice came from my friend-.it is not daily light we see,but one,woven by golden Moonbeams,to turn magic into a brilliant appearance.

-Am i child of night...-i stopped here for a moment..-..for you said there was a night's child.

-I am glad you listened to me..it is sign of appreciation.

-When black cover wraps all around,your inner glow,received like a gift,starts shining....like moonlight after Sun has gone down.

-It is fantastic!.....i can show off myself during night's hours with a bewitching unearthly shining ..!

Only,by now, i didn't know the reason for such an unearthly glow and beauty in the night.

I hope i shall meet someone who is my kind...

-You are not the only one to have passed through the time's gates..but not every one of them is able to perform such a magic..on your way through the darkness,you have been chosen one..and that is mystery..ask yourself :Why?

-I have only visions and my instinct..nothing reasonable .and i believe,final truth is purposely treasured somewhere  ..it must be so..at least,till the time predicted by someone.

-There was someone to long for another life.. to correct something and bring back previous life,or the earthly beauty was so intense that he needed to move veil and look around..

-It is that our souls come from the height..

-If you went to underworld you would stay entangled forever..after death you still have chance to return to heaven....the choice is yours.

-Is that mysterious woman i see in my vision just a warning to me?i feel that way...

 Vision of St Maria Magdalena di Pazzi

-She warns you about a real human in your surrounding to represent a potential harm to you...all appearances carry a message......they have something which most people dream about...ability to fly!Wrapped with black cover,they are hidden from earthly world...only when you are close to their habitation ,then they make an appearance....and only for you.
...true danger comes from living beings,so a person filled with negativity and hate might arise diabolic stream in you...take care of demons to walk among us..

There are plenty of beings to suffer there..not everyone is happy!

-Should i believe that i am released from a demonic possession,or i am on right way to recover my organism?

-The answer comes from your intuition and feelings..no other human is able to make a communication and interpretation for you but yourself.

-I have experienced a daily appearance...-i returned to mysterious female imagery...

-They come when you are close to them,as i said...even during daylight.

-Somehow it brings back my faith and religious belief...the only way to be free of any evil is being and staying true to yourself!No idolatry...only the purity of your being and creative strength;just go and turn your life into magic!Pursue your style and talent.Creation,by itself,is an original,and you can perceive it like an offer to take advantage of its wonders, and to enrich and improve yourself.

-Isn't it a steal?

-Stealing is taking something that doesn't belong to you.Creation is gifts and freedom..and finding and using cosmic energy to make something extraordinary and progressive...even a NEW FORM of LIFE!





Paintings

The Ghent Altarpiece: Virgin Mary
 1426-29
Jan Van Eyck


 Vision of St Maria Magdalena di Pazzi
Pedro de Moya

The Mystery of Sin-Voracity

"It is true, that which I have revealed to you; there is no God, no
universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a
dream - a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are
but a thought - a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought,
wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!"

He vanished, and left me appalled; for I knew, and realized, that all he had
said was true.

"Mysterious Stranger"

Mark Twain

The journey with my dear wizard makes me great pleasure,and besides being upset sometimes about his strong valuations of my behavior and attitude,i can't imagine
what the world would look like without magic.In the absence of belief we would be inanimate ..what makes us passionate and keeps alive,is the expectation of a little magic in life.

We live in a prolific land with abundant sources..Sun and Moon,water,minerals, plants,animals,rivers,oceans..and as it is not enough,we have our dreams.We have received corporal body to feed ourselves and feel material pleasures.What we eat is delicious,we enjoy in taking food,but apparently we fool ourselves at the same time..we miss the importance of what kind of meal we have;think of mineral ingredients,a proper combination of vitamins and proteins,like grass in the field possessing a right amount of water and minerals to survive and show beautiful green color.A flower with its petals and buds is preciously fed,so it never has more than necessary..A man is insatiable...as it happens with all things,he misuses power of his will to ask for more than he needs,and brags about himself ..

Time to ask my friend:
-How much damage can a man do to his organism with such inappropriate treatment?

-Evil comes from not thinking about spiritual side..man's brain is tuned into cosmic waves,but it easy allows an animal instinct to prevail with a primitive attitude!While having a meal think of it like a ritual practicing in sanctuary,where we worship God and express gratitude to everything to hold and make us.Every element in nature is our source for living....oxygen,hydrogen,calcium,magnesium,carbon,..we are made of all possible protons,electrons,neutrons,to run trough our body..they are hidden,but not deprived of care and love;be aware of their presence like a connection to the blueness and all the spectrum of beautiful colors to send impressions and project visions in us..
Everyone deprived of spiritual guidance,is full of negative energy.

'Satan Watching the Caresses of Adam and Eve' 

-Why does voracity appear to be a sin?

-Remind yourself of Jesus Christ,to have gone into a desert to stay there for forty days,without food,and purify himself through a spiritual meditation.It is a new path of personal development;never forget that you are a SPIRITUAL being first,and your path is Spiritual one!
Compassion,charity,love,goodness,beauty,tree,flower,sky,heaven,sun,river,ocean,stars...and plenty of others....these are things you share with everyone and everything!It is how you feel the world to bring happiness to you while admiring its beauty and the way it constantly thinks up new stories.Breathe together with nature;as you walk,there is an invisible companion to follow your steps and find inspiration in your memories;if they are intense emotions,then there would be a sparkle sufficient to renew them again.It might be a relict from past times,a wandering traveler,curious spirit,eager soul in search for loved ones,a lover who dreamed about you.Even for a single moment you are not alone,by sharing your feelings and thoughts with a restless world.

Give a hug to the immensity and greatness of Universe,showing you are aware of life's timelessness
...it is where you draw energy!Beauty and nobility dwell in the sublime heights.A man has always stared into the space,by trying to decipher the arrangement of stars in the night's sky,by expecting the most;salvation,help, hope,love....greatest gifts coming from the heaven.. .. .there,you look for rain and Sun's rays,there you look to catch a shining star and wish something,there,in the transparent blueness you search for inspiration and peace.Your greatest FOOD!Your best NUTRITION!
As soon as a man finds the stillness in mind,he is able to enrich everything around him!Give me peace and i shall fly!That is miracle we all long for...inside ourselves!

-Jesus Christ and his resurrection are the wings of belief and faith;everything is possible with a rightness attitude in life!-i challenged my wizard.

-Are you trying dear girl to change the interpretation of his destiny?

-It happened that he rose from the dead and ascended to heaven!
By his own WILL!
Will is strongest weapon to enrich your life!If you still look for a tool for making extraordinary things then you need strong WILL!I know you wonder how i know all about that...I have my own visions and intuition,and there are dreams to make me believe in them.

Without dreams we are lost;while taking first tiny steps we dream.........nothing to be learned or taught by someone.Dream is fascinating experience,to float freely between reality and fiction,life and death; beyond cognition and knowledge;every one of them brings magic,we can do unimaginable things, travel to impossible destination,and experience fantastic ventures and meetings.It is not weird that i strive for the mystery of a dream.

-When Adam and Eve first met each other,they wished for everlasting love ......and then,there was a true deception in the very beginning,to turn the fate of a man and woman forever!She wanted the secret,to have something unique,and stole an apple from the forbidden tree.(it was when a witch was born)The balance was disrupted,and there was always one to make peace and another to disrupt it.There is something which might be missed here....Adam was warned about the tree of knowledge before Eve's creation;so,they share  responsibility,but again,it stays that she was first to eat the apple.
Since bygone times,it has always been about cheating and stealing.We steal precious secrets from each other.Greatest secret i was curious about,was eternal Youth.

-I boarded the Moon's golden trail,accompanied by my mysterious friend,and we flew..It was a misty night,when stars look for a hostel to take refreshment and save luminosity.Should i say how flight was amazing and beautiful!I boasted about my courage and willingness to take a chance and plunge into deepness of dark harmony and sweet hints of danger to lure with ravenous and eager eyes.I took some sparkling dust to awake restless spirits and make an unforgettable venture.Through the velvet of dreams i could feel vigilant souls,to have occupied the unworldliness.



Painting

'Satan Watching the Caresses of Adam and Eve'
(Illustration to 'Paradise Lost'), 1808
by William Blake


William Blake

Spiritual Meditation