Stay Young

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Where Spirit Dwells

We still don't know what divine powers live by us and their true influence ......never miss to listen to what nature whisper to you and every single little stone...spiritual energy hides its face behind visible me...

Even if you believe that your fellow men are the only ones to enjoy in spiritual heights,spreading their joy across the sky and joining stars and entire squadron of planets,asteroids and black holes there,stop for a moment to listen to whispers around you coming from visible and invisible luring existence.I know that everyone has a projected destiny he dreamed of and simply recognized in the view of an observer,but what if there are much more than mere thought of just living your life without disturbances and annoying signs to call for higher possibilities originating from subconscious spheres.Life is more than surrendering yourself to transparent visible environment,closed in realms of own reality,while missing all the beauty of life....and it is sad that many live just that way...what loss!Being captured and deprived of most beautiful thoughts and communication with divine gifts!

Angel by Fra Angelico

As i walk along the avenue,my thoughts are not nestled in the views around is terrible waste of time while peering into poor and rough world; to me it is like going back into the past and living the life of a cave man.It is astonishing knowledge of what my fellow beings miss at present!A man's creation was not just about bringing another creature to accompany the rest of the whole;once granted with permission to reign all attributes of God,consciousness and mind capability to create,a man is expected to cherish and grow all the gifts,evolve and express himself in versatility of celestial bounty,and one day to join Angels.What God didn't make at the beginning of creation,to separate evil and good for ever,and bury all the smut and ugliness from this world,it is bequeath for us to complete his task!I can not give true answer whether there was a mistake,and if,whose guilt is,or it was made deliberately to depend on every one of us and readiness to involve personal predispositions and courage to go for an hazardous and unexplored way. 
Will you dare to go for signs being recognizable and accepted in your brain zones?Maybe it is truth that everything predicted for you would be reached one day,regardless of your acknowledgment.Following that,we can come to plain knowledge of how to drive our lives-to live without a load of malign and needless thoughts,for what was supposed to happen it would have happen anyway.


The second thought says me,that it is like letting myself do nothing and still be live and healthy;no activities,food and water will get into my bloodstream without any moves and efforts,and every single thing will do everything by book will be written on its own,my face will glow even if i don't wash it....

It is an absurd in its final consequence and conclusion;The truth is that AWARENESS needs food,it must be constantly fed by all possible sauces circulating one's body and mind;it is endless energy to pour into the cells by strengthening and renewing entire organism.Each little cell needs ingredients to keep them alive,and prime and main source for doing it,is concise and focused energy you deliver to them.What is energy?It is stream of all inner conscious and subconscious fields,all positive thinking,all strong desire to get something or be something else;all mind's power to make one thought of yours fill your aspiration .  ..that one you long for.

 Have you any wrinkle?
Try to get focused to that distinct point on your skin and involve all the strength and focus of mind to wish for it to disappear.The moment your thoughts penetrate into targeted spot,it reacts like a plant which suffered and longed to be wet,and soon someone's hand watered it ,its bowed petals rose plant's head and recovered all the colors to glow in their fullness,it was brought into life,and showed off its joy and beauty.

Now it is cell in your body to beg for food and hopefully receive supply by active state of your mind.It is an endless circle of renewing whole being,and i believe it's not far future when it would be possible a man's age be prolonged and come closer to amazing idea of eternal Youth and longevity!

The scientific proven theory is that cells get renewed,and in the place of one dead,there comes live one,that is not secret anymore.For a "normal" condition of a body it is enough!But,do you want to live an average life,or you crave for something more,seducing and alluring ,to win over hidden strengths of your organism and grow them into divine spheres?

Don't you think that all the Fairy Tales you read in childhood are not just simple narrated fantasy?There is everything possible there........deaf to hear,blind to see,one to jump over mountain or fly the sky;to defeat a giant,to be accompanied by animals and speak to them,to meet a wizard,get recovered from illness by touch of Saint's hand.....and never to grow old!
Remind yourself of Sleeping Beauty,she waked up after 100 years by kiss of one Prince!What wonderful feeling to think of that!I am a Princess waiting hundred years to be loved and brought back into life!

 Dreams of people are similar each other regardless of what century they fellow in 11th or 15th century,had almost same ideals and imagination,there was always THE SAME: CRAVING to reach IMPOSSIBLE and become a MIRACLE!

Religion and Miracle
Food for cells

The Jesus Christ's life and all the testimonies together spread the same word:WONDER!Jesus was the only one by now to rise from death and appear again in the world of living beings!Magnificent Resurrection!
And what message he spread among his disciples and people to live that time?What exactly did he teach?
I am the one who is able to do everything to wish for and pass my knowledge on to you with hope to give it away as heritage for every next generation!By uniting Spirit with the Lord and myself into the one,i give you IMMORTALITY!
In the name of the Father,and the Son and the Holy Spirit ....AMEN!That is Christian Prayer..

 "I am the light to the world;whoever follows me will never walk in darkness,but will have the light of life!" The Gospel of John

 And that you put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.
 Ephesians 4:24

 Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life.
 by John 5:23-25

 Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day.
 John 6:53-55 (in Context) John 6 (Whole Chapter)

 But whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”
 John 4:13-15 (in Context) John 4 (Whole Chapter)

So,where does food come from?It founds its source in your own body,in each particle to recover itself by feeding you and breathing into you renewed life;your drink is blood to flow your inner canals with all nutritive ingredients which take away wasted ones and give birth new ones.Your well and secret of eternal Youth rests in you,what is needed is your deliberate and directed projection of thoughts to make it cycle all the time;it needs a greater deal of your spiritual power and will to reach the points which request more stimulation to get renewed and erase each spoiled and wrinkled place on your body.

 ETERNAL Renewal Circle

In some way, an inactive-dead cell is source of new life,it glorifies its own revival;being killed it starts relinquishing its place for new one.Your power is amazing-you can make each "spoiled "one,become healthy and beautiful as it was once.
A wrinkle on your face might not be a doom for you;take this as an exercise and practice to follow in  every day's life,and after that,you can cherish the hope of making it vanish till tomorrow,or even in few minutes,thanks to your astonishing ability for revival.

 I wish you could repeat this like a PRAYER

 I am "being " who i am

God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM. This is what you are to say to the
Israelites: 'I AM has sent me to you.'"

 I am life and death

But I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to
myself."/John 12:32 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 I am fountain

The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, turning a man from the snares of
death./<< Proverbs 14:27 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 I am will

I will sacrifice a freewill offering to you; I will praise your name, O
LORD, for it is good./<< Psalm 54:6 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 I am revival

Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that
times of refreshing may come from the Lord,/<< Acts 3:19 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 I listen to my body

Listen now to me and I will give you some advice, and may God be with you.
You must be the people's representative before God and bring their disputes
to him./
<< Exodus 18:19 >>

 I listen to my spirit

Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be
changed--/<< 1 Corinthians 15:51 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 I believe in my power

and said: "O LORD, God of our fathers, are you not the God who is in heaven?
You rule over all the kingdoms of the nations. Power and might are in your
hand, and no one can withstand you.<< 2 Chronicles 20:6 >>
New International Version (C1984)

I believe in my existence                                                                                               

Ecclesiastes 3:11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also
set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done
from beginning to end.

I believe in my thoughts

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of
peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. King James Bible

I believe in the strength of my mind

Behold, God is mighty, and despiseth not any: he is mighty in strength and
wisdom./<< Job 36:5 >>
King James Bible

But if I do it, even though you do not believe me, believe the miracles,
that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the
Father."/<< John 10:38 >>New International Version (C1984)

I believe i can make my body do what i want

And, behold, there came a leper and worshipped him, saying, Lord, if thou
wilt, thou canst make me clean./<< Matthew 8:2 >>
King James Bible

 I believe i can make wrinkles from my face perish

And thou hast filled me with wrinkles, which is a witness against me: and my
leanness rising up in me beareth witness to my face./<< Job 16:8 >>

Gill's Exposition of the Entire Bible

And thou hast filled me with wrinkles,.... Not through old age, but through
affliction, which had sunk his flesh, and made furrows in him, so that he
looked older than he was, and was made old thereby before his time; see
Lamentations 3:4; for this is to be understood of his body, for as for his
soul, that through the grace of God, and righteousness of Christ, was
without spot or wrinkle, or any such thing:                                                                   

 I believe i can force my body to listen to me

I can do everything through him who gives me strength./<< Philippians 4:13
 >>New International Version (C1984)

 I believe i can make my spirit lead me in right direction

Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me
into the land of uprightness./<< Psalm 143:10 >>
King James Bible

I defy the little creature coming from darkness

And said, O full of all subtilty and all mischief, thou child of the devil,
thou enemy of all righteousness, wilt thou not cease to pervert the right
ways of the Lord?<< Acts 13:10 >> King James Bible

 I am aware that envy and evil are followers on my road

 I learned to face my fears and go on with courage toward my destiny
International Standard Version (C2008)

I face death every day! That is as certain, brothers, as it is that I am
proud of you in the Messiah, Jesus our Lord./<< 1 Corinthians 15:31 >>

I know that the all has given to me to get what i want           

According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise
masterbuilder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But
let every man take heed how he buildeth thereupon./<< 1 Corinthians 3:10 >>
King James Bible

By the grace God has given me, I laid a foundation as an expert builder, and
someone else is building on it. But each one should be careful how he
builds.New International Version (C1984)

 My cells need the MASTER and i am the one to command them

Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and
willing to share./<< 1 Timothy 6:18 >>
New International Version (C1984)

 As the Lord masters the universe and ourselves,i master myself by his
support and love

O Belteshazzar, master of the magicians, because I know that the spirit of
the holy gods is in thee, and no secret troubleth thee, tell me the visions
of my dream that I have seen, and the interpretation thereof. King James Bible

 I am servile to all mysterious powers                   

You must do no ordinary work on that day. Instead, you are to present      
special gifts to the LORD."/<< Leviticus 23:25 >>
New Living Translation (C2007)

 I am willing to follow invisible existences

For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities--his eternal
power and divine nature--have been clearly seen, being understood from what
has been made, so that men are without excuse.
New International Version (C1984)

 I respect static things as i respect moving creatures


 every 'dead' thing might be hidden place for invisible spirits to visit me
and obsess my thoughts and desires.

 I can't be sure where the Spirit dwells,and i shall bow before every piece
of the earth as being its sacred place.

 I can't be sure whether it descends from the height,and i shall deeply
admire and worship cosmic destinations

 I shall trust darkness to lead me toward the light

 I love Moon's light and its magnetic and magic influence on my loving

No beauty in life without our conscious activity and engagement;You are the
only one to make it for yourself;

Fra Angelico 1434
Galleria degli Uffici

Fra Angelico (c. 1395[1] – February 18, 1455), born Guido di Pietro, was an Early Italian Renaissance painter described by Vasari in his Lives of the Artists as having "a rare and perfect talent".He was known to his contemporaries as Fra Giovanni da Fiesole (Brother John from Fiesole) and by Vasari as Fra Giovanni Angelico (Brother John the Angelic One).
Fra Angelico is known in Italy as il Beato Angelico, the term "Il Beato" ("Blessed One") being already in use during his lifetime or shortly thereafter, in reference to his skills in painting religious subjects.(source-Wikipedia)

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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

The Dawn of Newborn and Renewed Being

After a deep contemplation over one of the truest features to define us as human beings,i would like you to agree with me,that it finds its revelation in CREATION .
If we look back to the historical development of our species,first picture to see is our ancestor,pictured as a shaggy creature holding a bat,probably while searching for a great chase,and steering distraughtly across vast landscape.Having taken you on this journey,i would be brave and go beyond the reach of many a simple observer,by offering some possible answers on the evolution of our predecessors.What was so influential to change a wild being into conscientious one?Was there any impact from unknown power,or it happened that first men started to change themselves inside and out,by evolving their mind capabilities?

The First Day of a Man /The first Thinker/

 Let's assume that our pristine man has gradually grown own scale of mind's capacity,and one day,there appeared a new and unexplored field in his brain,one path alluring him to follow.Being the main well to feed our bodies and spirit,such an energy,as the product of intellectual improvement,was capable to make our forebear align his bowed spine and lose braids from the body.The arms and legs made them into finer shaped joints of complete appearance.The head and face have become nicer since his intellectual fluid poured its content into the cortex. All the rudeness in appearance and behavior have gone,being changed by more refined ones.The sharp scars and wrinkles were fading and shrinking,and finally yielded before subtler appearance.That was beauty to end the whole process of transformation;our man came to see oneself as an attractive being;now it was not far from looking into surface of a lake and staying astonished by the reflection seen there,and spotting own face in the mirror.A long way was covered,and a reward was waiting for our man on the end of journey.
Dare you to follow your ancestry/?
Is it inevitably that you ask yourself:what is supposed to me or is still  left to do?Can i become more perfect being?Is there any limit?Is there an end?
There are lots of questions which you may never have thought of.Don't you think that it's time for you to start exploring more about yourself and own possibilities you missed by now?
One could accuse me over the exposed content as being pure imagination-even to be so,i offer a way for you to think upon your life and ask yourself whether there is something much more to do about yourself and change your inner and outer being.
Narcissus by Caravaggio

Where does the power of transformation lie?
Another big question to raise and my truest answer is-in mind;by following one thought and letting it evolve,the whole process would bring to transformation of a man's looking and content!Every single kinetic particle having arrived and merged to every single one in the body,make them enriched and renewed.What conclusion we have now :REJUVENATED
It is the key for your treasure locked into the chest,and buried to find its owner and make him happier one day.It was hidden and drawn on the map of your body,by offering paths to the place of endless power.Your lost or forgotten treasure lies embedded and so close to you,that there is no need to travel to the farthest place in the world or cross the sea to find it;all the power is within you,and once opened,illuminates you,while each particle of your being radiates.
Every particle bears and passes joy of new born being,like the dawn of one day,a long,long time ago ,when the all has begun!




So,there are really endless possibilities before you;once you reach hand, it leads you to the whole mechanism of inner spiritual grandeur and perpetual revival.For it is like viewing a rainbow,so beautiful and in its fullness of colors,that you immediately wish another one emerging behind,to be in your reach.
All the inner power of creation is basic instrument for conversion of your being and existence;it reflects peaceful path to walk on and make progressive works in different fields of the generic creation.

Writing is one of my favorite ways to feel happiness and fulfillment of my being.I love joy in myself while wandering around on my expedition.Every new sentence is great victory for me;i conquer new gate on  my way.As i sit in my room,surrounded with beautiful things and looking through the window,i inspire another source of almighty creation.And the all becomes a way of how we live;things get meaning we give them,way we look at and interpret them;a way of how we think and write;way of how we talk and walk;way we read and work;way we love and crave;frame of our desires and dreams; play and light reflected in our minds or darkness to haunt us at times........

 The way you think is creation,and the more inspired and spiritual one,the greatest results and reaches for you;
 What would you wish for?
 wish an undiscovered planet?...arm yourself with courage and go for it!
 wish a new star?...bring whole Cosmos to yourself!
 wish a new habitat? a mansion and move in!.
 wish an ocean near you?...board the ship and float!
 wish your beloved one by you/ strong and bring them!
 wish for being loved?.....transform yourself in pure source of love!
 wish for being healthy?....may your thinking be positive and habits clear!
 wish for being rich?....focus your thoughts to that particular goal!
 wish to travel? all the stars in the sky to take you away!
 wish new residence for life?....attract all the strength of earth's
 gravitational pull to move you to another one!

Wish to look YOUNG and without any wrinkle?... motivate all inner power of mind and body to lead you to desired destination!One day you will wake up with the same face radiating in eternal beauty and freed of having to check for new proofs of serpentine lines.
It is perpetual circle of renewing entire Planet and Universe,and Yourself in the very center of the visible and invisible worlds!
... hopefully i believe in this magic and wonderful CREATION to never end!
 As long as the all being imaginable in our consciousness and beyond reality,confirms its existence in our blessed power of creation!

Only a genuine approach from deepness of Universe stored in our minds,is able to get us to such wonderful achievements.

by Caravaggio 1598


 In the Literature

"My worship of Shakespeare went to heights and lengths that it had reached with no earlier idol, and there was a supreme moment, once, when I found myself saying that the creation of Shakespeare was as great as the creation of a planet."
My Literary Passions by Howells,William Dean View in context 

"To love is to put yourself in harmony with the spheral music of creation, to stand in the centre of the universe, and see it good and whole as it appears in the eye of God."
The Quest of the Golden Girl by le Gallienne, Richard

"They are grateful little people, too, and at the princess's coming-of-age ball (they come of age on their second birthday and have a birthday every month) they gave him the wish of his heart."
Peter Pan in Kensington Gardens by Barrie, James Matthew View in context

"Prince Andrew liked dancing, and wishing to escape as quickly as possible from the political and clever talk which everyone addressed to him, wishing also to break up the circle of restraint he disliked, caused by the Emperor's presence, he danced, and had chosen Natasha because Pierre pointed her out to him and because she was the first pretty girl who caught his eye; but scarcely had he embraced that slender supple figure and felt her stirring so close to him and smiling so near him than the wine of her charm rose to his head, and he felt himself revived and rejuvenated when after leaving her he stood breathing deeply and watching the other dancers."

Friday, August 19, 2011

How to Stay Young

"The art of staying young is a very high art, and
 though it is simple when learned, yet it can not be
 learned so long as the mind has not entered that
 attitude where it is always at its best. To enter this
 attitude, and continue in this attitude, all that is 
 necessary is to live in the conviction that
 the possibilities of human nature have no limitations."
Christian D.Larson

Can you imagine my ephemeral enjoyment as i made an acquittance with the book which might be one of my desired titles:How to Stay Young.The title i  was longing for,kept in my mind for a long time and lived with a thought of making it my "own book"one day.
So,it happened that the book had already been written,which is nothing weird,since over the the centuries,there were many great talents to make invisible into visible in the form of magic words.There is nothing to be stolen,at least i suppose so,maybe something borrowed,for we follow each other in a way of how we think and meet recognizable patterns to pass from one generation to another one.I will not discover "word"which is the core of my life experience and guiding thought in my writing.
I leave it for the end of my story&review,when my experience and Author's narrative become clearer for me and you, and we meet expectations of one brilliant mind.

 "How To Stay Young "is an exceptional book,written in great style,understandable narrative and easy for reading,and such,available to everyone,even if English is not native one for the reader.
There is no review or retailed content of the book here,only several quotations,my personal experience and fantasy put in task to make it a beautiful story to gain your attention and love.

                                              The Grand Odalisque

 by Christian D. Larson
"The world is changing its thought"

"We have made several important discoveries in the chemical life - ^both
physical and metaphysical - of the human system. "

"The thinking world today is convinced that life
is intended by the creator of life to be "a thing of
beauty and a joy forever" ; we therefore conclude that
anything that can add to the joy and the beauty of
life must be possible"./Larson/

The physical achievement has penetrated deeply into the sense of a new man,giving new hope that life itself might get another gown,another attraction to satisfy his intellectual and social desires and needs.With every new stimulation,our "man" wishes new suit for him,new look in the dancing halls,new manners and more fun in the public life.

"The nature of man is metaphysical as well as
physical ; and these two natures are so intertwined that
it is not possible to understand the one without
understanding the other."

"The reason, however, why the majority who have
ideals fail to make them real, is found in the fact that
they do not employ the principles of exact science;
they depend either solely upon physical laws or sole-
ly upon mental laws, not knowing that the nature of
man is both physical and metaphysical, and that no
change or advancement can be made in human life
unless both physical laws and metaphysical laws are
employed cooperatively and simultaneously."
 /Christian D.Larson/

Following the material we come to the spiritual view,or metaphysical;that is the core in understanding of the process:how to stay young.There is no separation between physical and metaphysical,it sounds familiar being accepted in our awareness that spirit and body are inherent,and has its foundation in religion,something which was followed from the beginning of the humanity,and established in many national religion beliefs,in Christianity it is about soul to dwell in the body and leave it after death.Most impressive is Jesus Christ's crucifixion,his resurrection,and coming up on earth in new look after death-it is eternal life ,granted and promised to his followers.


 First implementation in Religion

 I believe in God, the Father almighty, creator of heaven and earth.
 I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
 He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin
 He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried.
 He descended to the dead. On the third day he rose again.
 He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
 He will come again to judge the living and the dead.
 I believe in the Holy Spirit,
 the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints,
 the forgiveness of sins,
 the resurrection of the body,
 and life everlasting.

The creed and power of belief is foundation in Christian religion to find greatest admission in resurrection of Jesus Christ;such a power and strength of belief are brightest among all other signs to follow and teach you how powerful your spirit is.Jesus Christ's heritage teaches you about eternal cycle of renewing ,endless possibilities to evolve and grow own power.Life is never ended,and looking from the Universe perspective it is the same law implemented in earthly existence.The same power to descend from the heaven and embody itself into living world on earth.
 It is about the very core of a human being;a man possesses physical body,but his power lies in spirit,in metaphysical form of existence and both are joined and in mutual interaction.
What masters body,has been in return mastered by the body.

"The life and the destiny of his Personality are in
in his own hands"/Larson/
"In the last analysis, subconscious thought is
fundamental cause of everything that exists or transpires
in the personal nature of man; and as man may
subconsciously think whatever he desires to think, the
nature, the life and the destiny of his personality are
in his own hands. That man has the power to perpetuate
his youth is therefore a foregone conclusion"./Larson/

 The Knowledge of Yourself

What the shares of physical and metaphysical exactly look like,it couldn't get final answer;what my experience teaches me is that i really know my body,i know its particles,and in my case i call them "strange" is partly the answer to Christian Daa Larson's opinion about knowledge of yourself/your body.Such strange nature of my cells determines my being,it makes me distinct..and i find myself in real "advantage"...i am unique in comparison with the others.I think,i have not met another one to inherit the kind of the cells,such unique ingredients and enriched like being modeled and touched by angel himself.
In any way,whether you belong to my sort or not,it is necessary to know your body and decipher its unique chemical composition in order to get yourself transferred to higher level of self awareness.
By knowing myself i got on self-confidence and mastered my personality.I am aware that my   characteristics,make me a bit 'different',i learned to love and draw my strength from it.
 Having built the base-knowledge of yourself,you can benefit from it while being on the track of early  predictions as seen in your childhood,or as the author states,you can still achieve anything whatever age you
are.In this particular case,i am not sure that you can recover your young look completely,in case you missed some actions in earlier years.I give you hope that you might accomplish it,since i and  the author agree about a learning process to last for a man's life with no limitations.
I mastered the complete craft of staying young,and in my try to display all my experience,it will be beyond my power to depict all the details and transfer inner treasure i went through,but still the bigger part of the picture will be in your reach.

 When My Story Begins...

The first memory when my story begins,has its record in my childhood,carried on the archaic wings,when unspoken words told me,that my mission waits for me to get into mature was an unclear prediction but i kept it in my mind all the time.
When prevision reached the betoken time,i was in my early 30s.....
That point might be the first in your life to go for...never miss the signs envisioned for you,have respect and patience for the moment of their completion.
There is no road leading toward the heaven without being haunted by creatures to dwell on its margins and lurk from the darkness.They come without invitation,although i doubt they were not been authorized by myself in the time when i made agreement with my destiny.There was demon's force to wrap me and keep in the foggy sphere.Demon played its rule on many an occasion,the past is full with hunting stories,mixed creatures,dark places and unexplained phenomenas;it is literature to feed our fantasy with wonderful experiences and characters  to gain our sympathy and affection;the treasure of beautiful stories found its roots in ancient religion manuscripts to follow the progress of civilizations and modern time.Many a writer put their signatures on the works confronted with invisible powers coming from the darkness.
Goethe in "Faust"
Mikhail Bulgakov in "The Master and Margarita"


While being obsessed,i wandered through the veil of obscurity He sent me a message,it is a sentence i had read in local newspaper:"There are a growing number of nuns to appeal to the pope for
help,because of being obsessed with the devil."
So,i remembered the sentence,even it had gone many years since the event and my mystical visitor...The most distinct memory from the time of my obsession is hate i felt of myself,a great deal of negative energy,not pleasant feeling and it took time to get myself released from all magical circle to cover me,and recover healthy condition to live in love with myself.


Christian taught us about love and its meaning......nothing new,or unknown,but for this purpose and mission in life,it is essential.Love is food for our cells,it is reversal leash between spirit and physical body.
My love regards to everything which my steps put foots on..a walk into obscurity of unknown and unexplored nestled in my mind,first tracks of conceiving and attuning informations after having gone through their purification,pen i hold and thoughts dropping from jealous clouds being lost in sounds of furious storms,the height of ecstasy and screams of forlorn aliens,recognizable lines i write,many of which coming from desolated and dusted roadsides,places haunted for the centuries to long for being revived ;view overlooks hills in reach of my eye,chirp of mystical birds which always lived in archaic landscapes and times;love of my origin without final destination.....

Love traveled many a years,centuries left their seals on uncovered letters,the very demons and angels dwelt in its cradle.I don't believe in the simple fact of birth i came into the world,there had been greater mystery around it.It is of vital importance not to lose the thread leading back to the origin.
I think i made it by making an agreement with my destiny, a forecast from childhood..that way,i had not lost my way and my life,which is all about happiness,joys, style.

I love radiance
as my face glows
it is warmth i feel
stolen from Sun's sojourn;
rays touching my body,
cosmic travelers with its eternal hint
that all we should know
is beyond our views
it whispers that we need
to follow our instincts going to subconscious
and get to the truth of origin and sense of the all.

It is your subconsciousness to tell what to do and follow..
it is what Christians call :be true to yourself......
"Therefore, when the subconscious is being directed
 to produce the elements of youth, it should also be
 directed to produce the elements of beauty and phys-
 ical perfection. Impress upon the subconscious the
 most perfect idea of physical beauty that the mind
 can possibly conceive, and desire with deep feeling,
 that the elements of that beauty be produced and ex-
 pressed through every atom of the physical form"
"To act in harmony with the fundamental law of
 self is to be oneself, and to be oneself is to be young
 because nature is perpetually making the self young."
 The fact that the body is being constantly renewed
 makes it possible for the subconscious, not only to
 perpetuate the elements of youth in the body, but also
 to constantly improve everything in the human per-

To love, you need to have the right attitude:love comes from inside of your
being, love the same way as you are LOVE..
To dare to go for something is to dare to love...


I had courage to follow my path by not leaving it when the first signs of darkness came to me.,,,i accepted being obsessed ..i took my fate in own hands like a carter to hold the ribbon of unrestrained horse faced with the indescribable energy and unpredicted holes on a country road to defy all agonized creatures luring in sleeping landscape....
... the only way to reach perfection,improve yourself and be new-born by holding to own destiny and looking bravely at all challenges along the way..

 That is modification of Your life and fulfillment of Jesus legacy .......resurrection.
In my transformation i have been deprived of sensual life.. it is complete abstention to get inner strength and rise over earthly temptations.


"Whenever you think of yourself, mentally see your-
 self as the picture of health, youth and vigor, and
 introduce into that picture the most perfect idea of
 physical beauty that you can possibly imagine".

Real beauty stands out of its surrounding;your personality is such a beautiful blooming flower to enchant and seduce by magic and charm;being beautiful is being unique in own way.It is the harmony aligning your natural being with strength of your thoughts;your desire becomes incorporated in the mind,it is the power of will to make all things happen,all dreams come true.

In my vocabulary the word to summarize main threat in writing of Christian Daa Larson is will".or "strong will"....
There are two splendid words which earned their appreciation:Will and Love..will assumes physical and metaphysical appearance,body and spirit,sense and fantasy,reality and intuition,love of oneself and nature....

Painting:The Grand Odalisque
            by Jean-Auguste-Domique Ingres 1814

I marked all the quotations of Christian D. Larson
/it reads:Larson/

 Christian D. Larson (1874 - 1954) was a New Thought leader and teacher, as
 well as a prolific author of metaphysical and New Thought books. He is
 credited by Horatio Dresser as being a founder in the New Thought
 movement.[1] Many of Larson's books remain in print today, nearly 100 years
 after they were first published, and his writings influenced notable New
 Thought authors and leaders, including Religious Science founder, Ernest

About Christian D.Larson
 Christian D. Larson was an outstanding and highly influential early New Thought leader and teacher as well as a prolific writer of New Thought books who believed that people have tremendous latent powers, which could be harnessed for success with the proper attitude.
Christian Daa Larson, of Norwegian extraction, was born in Iowa in 1874. He attended Iowa State College and a theological school (Unitarian) in Meadville, Pa. In his early twenties he became interested in the Mental Science teachings of Helen Wilmans, Henry Wood, Charles Brodie Patterson, etc. Little is known about his personal life and what originally led him to take up his intensive study of Mental Science, but its logical teachings clearly suited young Larson's analytical mind and provided a point to him where theology and science could meet and combine to provide a practical and systematic philosophy of life

 /not complete list of works/
  What is Truth?
 The Pathway of Roses
 The Hidden Secret
 Healing Yourself
 How to Stay Well
 Perfect Health
 Mastery of Fate
 Poise and Power
 How To Stay Young
 The Ideal Made Real
 Thinking For Results
 How the Mind Works
 In the Light of The Spirit

 My decision is to make another page on my blog dedicated to Christian D.Larson and share such a treasure of beautiful thoughts with you.



Friday, August 12, 2011

Woman and Beauty

Woman and Beauty have probably always been a difficult puzzle for every single man to solve...

God's decision to create Eve following all circumstances had to bring out something"dirty" and "atrocious" seeded in her character.My apologize,but being the second is by itself a presumption for being dissatisfied.I want to be the first and main in everything to sprout from a seed naturally implemented in every being.The similarity is very close to animals in their struggle for female or male domination.In some species females even have priority role and reign over divine landscape and beautiful wildness.
Portrait of a Woman/La Bella/by Palma Vecchio  

Who gave birth to Beauty?

Even if God missed to put beauty in his universal diary,it would find a way to embrace us and all living world.Beauty is a wonderful gift,and we are blessed to enjoy in splendor settings around us..

Speaking about beauty in ourselves,it has a different approach:no every one possesses beauty in physical appearance....but to call someone ugly is inadmissible!There is inner beauty,inside charm,lucidity,intellect,inner radiance and many undiscovered powers to make someone exceptional beautiful.There is no one excepted from such a present....what my eye loves and is attracted by,it might leave other ones complete indifferent.

That is why i regard beauty and understanding of her to be more personal cognition leaning toward the treasure buried inside one's personality.Beauty is nestled in ancient times,far beyond our perception and it took lots of time to reach us and give outer appearance to every one of us,by swinging a fan of magic attributes rooted in our beings.


It is unique code implemented in us to bring out sparkling particles out of our body and enrich them through a process of self improvement;it is not easy task while struggling with yourself to expel all negativity that your organism is poisoned with and bring it to serenity..Only few is able to do that and not many know the way of modeling their existence.

Another powerful weapon in making beauty is love.Being in love with somebody makes loving person more beautiful for you..

" Being in Love gives lover timeless beauty and unearthly strangeness"

How to reign yourself...

Love of yourself is fundamental for overall impression of personal beauty.If you have not personally proceeded the stage from hate to love,you will be caught in roughness to misshape your inner beauty.I knew hate and leaned difference between being in love and hate with own body,it was one hard load prevailed on me,and it took enormous strength and will to overcome my condition.Thinking of that i believe my creator just wanted to make me unique by putting so hard task before me,it had to be that way and he had faith in me i should have ultimately overcome odds and set my aspirations as true embodiment of his perfection.

No perfection without great efforts

"I believe being most beautiful in the world"
It is truth...and it might be yours as well.

Marriage or Love

A wonderful life for a woman,as being understood by prevailing opinions, is a good marriage.What an absurdity!And what a nonsensical and degrading way of thinking about a woman!I feel so sorry for every one of them to get themselves in a position to have built own happiness on the institution named Marriage.In my imagination i should be deep insulted and my personality humiliated if i agreed to marry one man without love.No institution covers my possible vices and weaknesses,either any of them would make me feel valued more than i asses myself.I have never thought of the marriage, and my thinking since earliest days of my life went into direction of meeting true love.By falling in love with someone i see the magic bridge to connect and love myself again.

Woman seen as a Witch
A woman should never be afraid to be what she really is....respect and attention are postulates for a healthy relationship.

There are centuries to have gone but an idea of woman seen as a Witch still gives resistance against all the achievements and the rising awareness of Human civilization.Not to say it might happen one of us to be burnt,but some prejudices follow her majesty Woman.Her inside strength,her abilities,power of attraction and seduction ....the all plays its role....but if you add a woman's imposing contribution to knowledge and her education things get more complicated leading to a man being truly frightened!

And the story never is an array of magic and glorious women to take a deterrent name:Fatal!

A right man knows the definition of FATAL is not the only source where she draws her deadly attraction!There must be some bewitchment within and around her....some of them never get older and it is the closest to one's conception of a Witch.

Being a female i am not supposed to be modest and i embrace all the spectrum of intriguing and seducing characteristics of a Femme fatale!

Definition of a Femme fatale

from Dictionary

a woman who is sexually attractive but cruel and dangerous to men who have a relationship with her
 a woman who attracts men by an aura of charm and mystery

a very attractive woman who causes trouble or unhappiness for the men who become involved with her

Portrait of a Woman
La Bella 1518
by Palma Vecchio

From Past Times

Ballads of Beauty


History's Beauties
Women And the National Portrait Gallery, 1856-1900 (British Art and Visual Culture Since 1750, New Readings) (British Art and Visual Culture Since 1750, New Readings) [Hardcover]
Lara Perry (Author

The 'beauties' - women of note - who were welcomed to the National Portrait Gallery's early collection were those whose lives and portraits were recognized as significant to the 'civil, ecclesiastical and literary history of the nation'. This brief was interpreted to include figures as diverse as the devout Lady Margaret Beaufort, and the entertaining Lady Hamilton. "History's Beauties",
The Truth About Beauty:
Transform Your Looks And Your Life From The Inside Out [Paperback]
Kat James (Author), Oz Garcia (Foreword)

Based on breaking science and her own remarkable metamorphosis, The Truth About Beauty represents the most comprehensively researched, inside-out beauty guide to date. In this book you will discover the real power tools for dramatic, healthy self-transformation without drugs, surgery, harsh regimens, or deprivation.

"Kat James's approach represents not only a path for personal triumph but an approach to beauty and health whose time has come."

 -- Suzanne Grimes, former publisher, Glamour"Kat James is a master of self-transformation. She should know -- she was her first dramatic success story. This book is the advanced course on inside-out beauty."  -- Mary Christ Anderson, senior fitness editor, Self

Aphrodite the Beauty
(Goddess Girls) [Paperback]
Joan Holub (Author), Suzanne Williams (Author)

The Goddess Girls series by Joan Holub and Suzanne Williams puts a modern
spin on classic Greek myths! Follow the ins and outs of divine social life
at Mount Olympus Academy where the most privileged godboys and goddessgirls
in the Greek pantheon hone their mythical skills.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

I am Daughter of Moon's Lovers

As you meditate on the life,isn't it all about looking for right word,which at the very beginning of the world,according to the Bible,was the first one to greet the dawn of new world.What was so powerful in the "word" of God to make all history to happen,we might never know,and it would stay an eternal mystery.And because of such an obscurity and inability to get the knowledge of true meaning,and once established rule,we return to the back side of the"word',marked as "secret"..... My all musing over eternity in general,and the destiny of a human being in particular,has been hold on looking for right "word".It appears to be not easy task,especially if you try to pass personal experience on to others and really intend to be understood.In that searching,i might miss a right word,and then be blamed for spreading lies;there might be that God was afraid of being misunderstood and avoided to give more explanations.
Looking for truths and finding new discoveries,is by itself very alluring,and some of such enjoyment we have in reading the ancient tales and legends,written long time ago.One of the most famous is certainly Holy Grail,a tale of the source of eternal life.There are many different interpretations of the legend,but for all,it is unique an excitement and mystery about source of the youth.Just imagine what wonder it would be,to drink from the magic well and feel being freed from any worry about healthy condition and growing old.It is really first and last thought,conceived in the cradle of the Universe's birth.Reaching eternal life is the closest to our vision of the Paradise.

Endymion and Selene by Filippo Lauri

 Now,i am forced to go back into the past,just like a traveler through the space and time,and look for possible mistakes,or final understanding of God's punishment to leave us to wander in the darkness with hope to get into the light one day.From that point of view,i seem to be a prisoner,caught in someone else's world,who holds a key of the door to outer world.This thread inevitably leads to Adam and Eva,first sins of ours and God's decision to punish Humanity by dispelling them out of the paradise.


True separation came through empowered and completed consciousness,and it made human being so distinctive from the other creatures.Consciousness is the highest form to arise over all living features and base for creative force;being aware a man becomes creative following the process of thinking and imagination.


An animal is deprived of ability to paint or write, a man is the one who is able to express oneself through different forms of creation visioned through consciousness.


The second great achievement in human development is power to is able to love and hate,laugh and cry,feel compassion or regret,... I see these features like a heritage,inherent in every living being,but what every one might do with them,or the way to use them,depends on each individual person.You are granted,and that is just one parcel of the road you walk,there are many possibilities to change or improve them.You choose,at some point of life,what to follow and where to go;whatever to expect,nothing would happen by itself,it is you to recognize the crystal stairs to walk and make it your reality.

The beauty of life lies in the knowledge of self and staying true to yourself,while resisting to all temptations which might spoil you and make to stay a mere reflection of the crowd.If you wish an extraordinary life,to grow and improve yourself,then there is no other way but being complete dedicated to yourself.
By accepting yourself and giving the permission for all you strive to be fulfilled,you can stand being alone and isolated from the others;with no expectation about someone else to build your happiness.By loving yourself you find joy and happiness in the row of little things around and everything you do.I am content and simple happy while writing or thinking of you.I am happy while cooking or preparing favorite food;i am happy while walking along the streets or wandering through the forests;i am happy while reading and watching a movie;i am even happy while lying on my bed and doing nothing.... My joy and happiness spring from a higher level of consciousness,it is inside of me...i won great battle.and reign over myself!

I am the queen,i rule in my kingdom of desires and longing,i became everything i easy bird in flight,a beautiful flower in wilderness,desert's oasis,heaven and sun,i am settled in the ocean,i enjoy on the boat while being whipped by the storms,i am green and red,i am painter of all the colors my mind conceive,i am cold rock on the Mars,daughter of Moon's lovers,i have wings to fly to remote space,i see the final point of the Universe;i am gift and punishment,i am wind and rain,i paint the sky and pick up the stars in the night;i am witch and dragon;i am music and ring;i act on my stage;i perform every role and character from my books;i am word of the consciousness,,!
I am wizard and miracle,and everyone might be!
Learn these words as true lesson and repeat each day while floating toward own destinations. I am happiness and beauty,i am wonder,i painted my path!

Having built physical condition and presumption for psychic health,you create inner contentment and recognize yourself as a happy being!And your body reacts the same way,it follows your aspirations and achievements,by giving you of them is your look,pure face without any ingredient of spite,just radiant and beautiful.It is endless renewing of the cells which transmit their pleasure through all the pores of your skin and make you look so YOUNG and beautiful! Once the condition is achieved,it keeps living,but your focus must stay unchanged with vivid attention and awareness.All which is absorbed by you,remains your foundation and legacy,no one might take it from you.

Endymion and Selene
Filippo Lauri 1650s


In Greek mythology, Selene (Greek Σελήνη [selɛ̌ːnɛː] 'moon'; Doric Σελάνα; Aeolic Σελάννα) was an archaic lunar deity and the daughter of the Titans Hyperion and Theia.[1] In Roman mythology, the moon goddess is called Luna, Latin for "moon".


Apollonius of Rhodes (4.57ff) refers to Selene, "daughter of Titan", who "madly" loved a mortal, the handsome hunter or shepherd—or, in the version Pausanias knew, a king— of Elis, named Endymion, from Asia Minor. In other Greek references to the myth, he was so handsome that Selene asked Zeus to grant him eternal sleep so that he would stay forever young and thus would never leave her: her asking permission of Zeus reveals itself as an Olympian transformation of an older myth: Cicero (Tusculanae Disputationes) recognized that the moon goddess had acted autonomously. Alternatively, Endymion made the decision to live forever in sleep. Every night, Selene slipped down behind Mount Latmus near Miletus to visit him.



My choice on Amazon

Selene of Alexandria [Kindle Edition]
Faith L. Justice (Author)

Set in AD 412 Alexandria, Egypt and based on historical events, this story of ambition, love and political murder brings to life colorful characters and an exotic time and place. SELENE is bright, impulsive, stubborn, and a little spoiled by her father, a city councilor. Since her mother’s death, she longs to forgo the privileges of her class to become a physician—an impossible dream for rich Christian girls who never engage in a profession. But Selene perseveres and gains a powerful champion—HYPATIA, the renowned mathematician and Lady Philosopher of Alexandria.

Gods, Heroes and Men of Ancient Greece: Mythology's Great Tales of Valor and Romance [Paperback]
W. H. D. Rouse (Author)
From the strong-arm heroics of Heracles, to the trickery of the Trojan Horse, from the seductions of Circe the sorceress, to the terrors of the Cyclops and Minotaur...

First published in 1934, Gods, Heroes and Men of Ancient Greece has become one of the most popular, enduring-and captivating-retellings of the ancient myths for modern readers. Recognizing the sheer entertainment value of these timeless adventures, world renowned classical scholar W.H.D. Rouse delighted his students at the Perse School in Cambridge, England, with a conversational style and childlike wonder that made the legends come alive-a rare storytelling gift that continues to engage young and old alike.

Monday, August 8, 2011

You are Coded Map

Leda and the Swan Leonardo da Vinci /notice:the original work was lost/

While you still ponder over your "doomed" and unavoidable flow of the life's rules,i made it on my own to master one of the most desired and greatest "secret" of all times-eternal Youth.And you might think now how i switched my fantasy to speak the language,lost and forgotten in pristine times or caught in narrated fairy-tales,i insure you that nothing has been out of reach during our present existence.

My only dilemma now is,whether to go back to my personal story and experience,or to pursue the riddle which might solve the causes of your inability to win old age.
First to ask you:Did you ever think about keeping your face&skin looking young?

On my personal side,an established truth approves that i was thinking about it much earlier than you might presume,and that i was caught by an idea,whispered in my ear,which i accepted as a sign and forecast to follow,regardless of my young age which could easy be an obstacle to get it properly.I accomplish the all by relying on the fact how we still don't know or see clear the border between 'visible' and 'invisible" worlds,between reality and imagination...from time to time i feel an obsolete touch,like ease breeze around me which i understand like an indication that my life and yours probably,share a more obscure and hidden meaning,in which common languages lose their clarity and draw our attention towards pristine times,where all the spectrum of secrecy rests in its cradle.
If such an early prediction was my doom,and given only to me,i might say,that for some unexplained reason i had been granted to meet and reach my fate.

Being on the track of memory in my early 30s,i remember some little wrinkles on my face.Then,my personal strong desire and strength made them to vanish.Follow the power of body and mind,accompany them with spirit and wish to see your face pure and flat without any trace of aging,and then your jointed forces might lead you to awake each Morning with own picture in a mirror to reflect ever the same looks.And every new day you will bless the dawn and night for keeping you fresh and Young,one endless relief of disturbing deformations to annoy you.
You will bless and love yourself even more,unburdened from seeing your skin deformed.
I love my pure skin,without any lines traced by deep wrinkles to mangle my face,and being aware of how beautiful it is.

Give yourself one present each morning,by thinking of how it is expected of you to be seen as a young person,exclude any thought of possible wrinkles on your face,never think to grow old.Let your inner energy flow through the body and find its final output in inner spirit to promote it.Love your body,your spirit,your mind,absorb them and let continually cycle as well as the strength of your thoughts and concentrations.

The main source for both good and evil dwells inside of you,nothing around could accomplish anything for you;it is waste of time focusing thoughts to someone else and their lives as you poison body and mind with unnecessary damaging and disturbing thinking;don't expect the hate might answer your troubles and play the role of a wizard fulfilling your desires.It is only LOVE to see the right road and sparkling light,to remind you all the time,how it is first incentive and final consequence and answer for everything.

It is much as well about how we look at the things around us;throw a look at an object near you,a vase or a framed picture in your the way you look at them,let yourself first see them as usually you do,just an empty look,simple peering into a thing;then,try to get focused to it with all your attention,start thinking of the object,wonder yourself about the way it was made and how someone's hand gave it a form,by modeling its shape,think of its colors,you might find it resembles to the color of a corn or sunflower;force yourself to love it,whatever mode to have,let it get special meaning for you whilst forming its final appearance .....every "dead" thing might be loved and special for you as long as you afford yourself to look them with all your focus and love.

Giving lots of attention to the object of your choice,makes it become beauty for you,a thing to worship...that is the line where worshiping turns into marvel;the way you conduct your life might be"wonder" as well!and it is!
What life teaches you,it is about a present given to you and being possibly turned into miracle ;from the other point of view,you are able to make with your life whatever you envisage and wish;it is "marvel" a little child,i suppose being a girl,you put on your doll nice dress to look more beautiful,i used to have a naked one,then i tailored for her nice gowns,combed her hair and created another picture of her..the doll has now grew up and has own spiritual powers to bring into life another picture of herself;even more wonders around,just remember the moments when you wanted something so bad,that soon the vision became reality..someone bought to you a desired thing...

You are the lever,you set the all which you long for into motion,you are a starting point to create reality for yourself!
Each little particle in your being aspires for change...they are ALIVE,they BREATHE,they LONG, they LOVE,they THINK of you,they DREAM,they HUNGER,they crave for your ATTENTION,they become POWERFUL....they are CHANGE..                      
The Vitruvian Man (c. 1485) Accademia, Venice Leonardo da Vinci

Your ancient cousins knew very well the border between possible and impossible..from some reason you still can't fly,but if your inner being says that you can keep the condition of body and spirit as it was in your youngest days,then,why you not follow what the nature seeks from you;it is just like a language,an exchange of energy,it asks your trust and hearing from the very source of the origin. Train yourself to keep tracking your coded map of life,decode what is necessary and get your being radiated by unlocked secrets.

The presented book is not directly related to my writing,i only found to be interesting and worth of your attention.
Vivilore-The Pathway to Mental and Physical Perfections
by Mary Ries Melendy